Okay this is my first entry and just want some feedback.
The love that can never happen. A vow for commitment.
Her eyes are of a shinning brass with a splash of mystery. With a sun kissed tone and a balanced scale of beauty, her body was an embodiment of a dream to which I wish never to awaken from. For all of these are only gifts of the eyes, for I have never approached her with the attention to touch or to become close to. For I am a being of isolation and solitude, a rather rare type of person, and make the choice of observing from afar. Doing this has no real benefits to the person because they never attain what they want, they reached for something they can never grab, they run circles around their own graves until they collapse and die. As for me, I see the action of reaching as a sign of trust, not total commitment but some kind of promise, which leads to separation which has a chance of leading to heart brake and mixed emotions. But without trials, how can we tell if we have become better? Only recently have I extended my hand to her and I think that her hand is extended too. I hope it is , for a vow has been made that I will approach her in a relationship before the last moon of this month. We both are on equal fields of intelligence, we have engaged in heated debates quite often about how views of the world can be different due to the different eyes that see it, this shows her aggressive side sometimes but I think that is why I want her. She does have this controlling,show off way of speaking that bothers me, she hates being told that she is wrong, is kinda of a contradiction in herself, but that's what is interesting about her. I want her to be my contradiction. I mean she isn't the only girl that peeks my interest but she is the only girl that I have told how I felt about her to her. The others kinda figure that what my intentions are but I'm just looking for a companion that I enjoy the presence of, weather we are alone or with other people. Another thing that lingers on my mind is that I don't want to be seen as an embarrassment to her. It's funny, the person that this is for might not even read this. But that's why my life's motto is "What's the worst that could happen?" Who knows, maybe it will work out and we end up enjoying ourselves.
Overactive Sponge · Wed Feb 18, 2015 @ 02:47am · 0 Comments |