Ever been told i love you more? What's with guys and saying that? Love isn't suppose to be like a competition. Well I've been told i love you more three times up to now and i've been left hurt by all of the guys who said it.
First guy told me he loved me more but he never excepted me for who i am. he kept pushing me to change so i would become his perfect little girlfriend. and i was stupid and stuck with him for the longest time because i truely beleived he loved me more.
Second guy was truely a sweetheart. He's always there for me. He talked about everything and anything. When i had problems with my friends, family or boyfriend he would listen to me for hours on end. I've liked him from day one but i couldn't bear telling him so. When the first guy and i broke up he was there to comfort me. We talked for the longest time one night. He told me that he thinks he's falling in love with me. Dream come true. I had to go but we kept talking. Got grounded for four days. We talked like usual but this time before saying goodnight we would say love you. thing is he lives far away and we knew that a relationship would be impossible. Point is he told me he loved me more. Then one day, don't remember what i did or said, he told me not to get to attached. Hello!!! You just said you love me, that you loved me more. You were always there for me and you are so sweet and perfect! How can someone not help but get attach. Anyhow, i watched what i said and i wouldn't talk to him first thing he logged on or i logged on. Needless to say i was gullible yet again to beleive him.
Now the third time. ONce again the Ilove you more... first time he said it i told him not to because i knew that he didn't. a week after he told me he loved me more and i beleived him. he's sweet and he hasn't done anything to hurt me. Well that night he told me he cheated on me. i know, the same day! anyhow, he told me it was a lie and that he just wanted to see what i would say. I said i would of forgaven him. but now he's just always pissing me off. he's reminding me of the first guy. everything is all about him!
Will i ever beleive an other guy when they tell me they love me more?
 Yourdarkestangel · Sun Aug 26, 2007 @ 02:51pm · 1 Comments |
