*~I watched my best friend die today. I held him in my arms, as he took his last breath. I guess things happen for a reason, or at least that is what I am told. Yet, as I watched those swarming bright blue eyes look at my face, I couldnt help but feel empty. I wanted to scream into the air, and at god, to take me instead. Yet deep down I knew no one would hear me. I stopped believing in god, when I was very little. After seeing the torcher and felt the agony I felt, I really dont believe anyone was there for me. I feel so empty right now, words cant express my feelings right now, I feel sick. I guess the best thing to do, is lay down and rest. I cant even take a bath, I am afraid washing his blood away, will get rid of him forever. *sighs* I loved my best friend, with all of my heart~*
Princess Elena Community Member 
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