Well today I have my first college Midterm. How exciting. I've studied a total of 3 hours... not nearly enough I'm sure. I have class in a little over 20 minutes but I'm not worried. As usual my day has been boring yet I still find myself exhausted. Hey guess what Josh? I've been thinking about Allen. OMG I hope u don't read this bc I don't wanna hear it. I probably need to though. I truly do not want to think about him but there's always this annoying a** voice in the back of my mind that keeps repeating 'what if...'. So what if??? stressed Oh well...
It's so hard for me to type. (I'm hitting the keys even harder than I usually do) I got my nails done yesterday, no one thinks that I will be able to keep them, but I will. I should start placing bets, I need money. Six Flags closes next weekend and I don't have another job yet, and Maureen still hasn't completely paid me back yet. I wonder how it feels to owe someone $600...
Melyssa asked me if we were for surely going to Atlanta in March. I said yes. I always say yes. I want to go that badly. But I know that my mother has reservations about us driving there by ourselves...and my dad doesn't even know about it yet, so I'll have to hear it from him too. Oh and the fact that I have no money... that also adds to the list of "reasons to stay my a** at home".
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