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OMG IT BE FATE ^O^
 Tai Naito · Sat Oct 20, 2007 @ 08:26pm · 0 Comments |
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Fleep's poem surprised
There once was a Dev man named Fleep.
No hair on his head did dare creep.
He calls forth the masses,
He wears orange-tint glasses,
And shepherds fanatical sheep.
The users, they scream "We want guns!
Some ponies, more scarves and a sun!
Some pretty wings please,
Or HQ we'll seize,
To San Jose we all must run!"
Others call "Give us more plot!"
Cows to tip, Zombies to rot!
The sniper's a mystery,
Gambino is history,
We promise that we'll never bot!"
"Why Fleep, good sir, why are you blue?"
"Look what they wish me to do-
More items, more quests,
Can't I have a rest?!"
"But Fleep, we all love you!"
Tai Naito · Fri Jul 06, 2007 @ 09:22am · 1 Comments |
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I had to put my cat Kyo to sleep today. He had FIP. It's an uncurable, deadly virus. It's also very contagious. My other cats may have been exposed to it, too.
... I miss him. He was my baby. I didn't have him for even a year, but... I loved him a lot. It was hard to put him down.
Goodbye, Kyo. I'm so sorry I couldn't do more for you.
Tai Naito · Sat Mar 24, 2007 @ 07:44am · 2 Comments |
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... What can I say? I knew it was going to end someday- I even believed the Zurg wouldn't be able to stay on Gaia. But no matter what I told myself beforehand... nothing could have prepared me for the heartache I felt when it finally happened.
The manga was depressing. Poor Narf didn't deserve that at all! But... I hate to say it, but I'm so glad Sorn is okay >< He feels terrible... he's mourning his brother's death... I wish there were some way I could make his pain easier. I will miss him so much... miss the teasing, miss the jokes, miss the WTH's... he was truly amazing.
Then there's Mother, who... who's BEAUTIFUL... but now has to harbor so much pain... To lose three children, and to have one drifting away as well... I hope she finds fast healing.
Zoit... I was so happy when she was back... but it was just in time to say goodbye... I'm glad we had one more opportunity to party before she had to go. It made her very happy, and that's all I want for her. I will always love her, and I will look to the skies and think of her.
Zooeep was the only other one I was fairly close to. She helped us so often, and while her humor was more subtle... she was amusing enough to make me laugh. She's a rare find among even Gaians, and I hope she finds her Space Pirate. She deserves that happiness.
To all the rest... I will of course be sad that they are gone. I will always remember them with fondness (and at times, bacon).
Thank you, Gaia Staff, for a wonderful five months. Farewell, my Zurg friends. I hope to see you in the future.
Tai Naito · Sat Feb 24, 2007 @ 09:09pm · 5 Comments |
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Watashi Wa Yumi
Witness-
A Violent Passion,
Twisting, bending;
An onslaught of emotions
Surface blindly within.
Hidden Lover,
I dream of envy, impatient,
Wishing the world was
Able to see.
Yet in darkness, you
Utter, “Soon, we’ll shadow the
Moon; and everyone will know our love
Eternal.”
Call of the Moon
Young warriors of the night,
Only one can answer
Under the
Call of the pale moon.
An emanating power of
Nocturnal essence,
Never failing,
Omniscient
Till the dawn breaks its
Hold.
In silence they watch,
Deep golden orbs
Engulfed in the shadows,
Fearless as they
Roam, The Guardians
Of the Call of the
Moon.
Tireless, they sing;
Howls of praise part the silence,
Entrancing songs directed towards the
Heavens.
Instinct overpowers their control,
Dominating power of those
Determined to protect,
Ever-watchful warriors of the
Night.
Tai Naito · Sun Jan 21, 2007 @ 05:27am · 2 Comments |
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Okay, yeah... SERIOUSLY addicted to the Gaia plot now @_@ I have nothing but free time, and guess how I spend it?
This plot has been wonderful to me, though. I've made SO many friends! What with basically losing my IRL friends, it has made thigs a lot easier. That and Dustin ^.^ I have a great time with them! They make me so happy! heart
I also love the NPC's. Seriously, Sorn, you rawk. 03, you're funny, but MEAN. xp "Three days. You'll be happy!" "wtf? Art? WE WANTED PLOT!!! scream " Sunshine, I love you. I really do. I feel so... nervous... saying anything to you. But I'm alright talking in my journal about this cause... I don't think you'll read it o_o. I don't think you'll understand my feelings, but... if by chance you do, I'll be happy ^^. I just want you to be happy. That's all. That's probably my main reason for not telling you... I don't want you to bed anything BUT happy. Moving on... 06, Empress, you used to scare me xd But now you're great! You really are! Bobo... I miss you ;_; You were cool! heart
On a random note, FLEEP <3
Tai Naito · Fri Jan 12, 2007 @ 10:56pm · 1 Comments |
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If I had gotten pregnant the last time I posted, I'd have a kid by now! That's a long time o_o
Well, let's back this train up and think about stuff.
-Dustin and I are together, and have been since February 7. Rae's better about it now, and I'm glad.
-I graduated High School!!!
-I've been working a lot at the church day care. I quit Michael's (finally!). That job sucked.
-Dustin came down to see me in August! 4laugh I met his parents and his grandpa, too.
-Got a new cat! He's not supposed to be staying, but I haven't been trying to find him a home, so he's at the moment mine ^_^
-Went to Anime Fest, had a blast XD
-Had problems with friends that are better now ^^ I'm loved, dammit, I shouldn't feel shunned!!
-I started College in the end of August. Bleh.
-I'M 18!!!
-Broke down and got a MySpace
That's what's been going on with me lately ^^
Tai Naito · Mon Sep 25, 2006 @ 12:33am · 1 Comments |
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Well, I really ******** things up. I got close to Dustin. Too close. I knew I was developing feelings for him, but I didn't think anything would happen. He's with Rae, he's not up for grabs. Well, apparentally those rules don't apply in my book, because apparentally there are mutual feelings, and while we both don't want to act on them, Dustin doesn't know how he really feels. He won't until his emotions calm down, hopefully in January, after the holidays. he can't hide anything from Rae. So he told her. He specified how we haven't acted on anything, and don't plan to. He just needs time to figure out what he's thinking.
Now she's afraid to talk to us. I'm afraid to talk to her. I wish it was possible for me to back out of it all and pretend like none of this happened, but... well... I should have done that ages ago, when the feelings started. Dustin says I haven't gotten in the way, or too involved, with the problems he and Rae have been having (mainly due to his mood), but I know I have. I have messed up a lot. And I don't know what to do about it. I want so desperately to go to Rae and appologize, to beg forgiveness, to tell her how much I care about her, how I would be willing to stay away from Dustin if she'd just stop feeling so bad. She has it in her head that I'm better than her; that's not true. We're similar, but no one is better than the other. I'm trying hard not to judge myself like that when it comes to Katsumi- I want her to try to see herself as the great and wonderful person she is. If anything, I think she needs some Self-Esteem level-ups and maybe some coaching on how to deal with her emotions better. I want to give her both and much more, but I'm afraid I can't now.
Rae, I'm sorry. I never meant to hurt you. I never meant for it to go this far. I should have backed out, I should have put a stop to it when it was just a faint idea in passing in my head. But I didn't, and I've hurt you. Believe me when I say I'd do anything to make it up to you, to make things right. I don't want to lose you as a friend. I don't want to take away any of your happiness. All I want is to help you, to be there for you, to consider you one of my best friends still. I love you. You're like my sister. And I've really missed you these past months we've both been busy.
Tai Naito · Thu Dec 01, 2005 @ 11:59pm · 2 Comments |
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