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I know some of you out there don't like Gravitation, but it called to my mind a couple of really good questions...I need to think about them more, and probably talk with my "therapist," aka Tog. Seriously, Toggles, you should pursue that as a career. You're good.
I've realized today that I've been going about a good many things the wrong way. I need to sit down and figure myself out. I've been looking for a relationship for the sake of being in a relationship, and while I really did love the person for himself (Nathan) and while I do adore the guy (Justin), I don't know if I really need a man anymore. Tog was right, I'm a strong person on my own. Astro was right, I don't really need a guy to make myself a better person. I've been looking at the whole thing from the wrong end.
I need to get my priorities straight. So nobody panic if I don't contact them for a few days. I'm probably just working at fixing things and cleaning up the giant mess I've made of myself.
 NayanRoo · Sun May 01, 2005 @ 06:11am · 4 Comments |
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I got my license today! ^.^ Yay. I drove my car home from work! I'm officially a licensed driver! YAY!
NayanRoo · Thu Apr 07, 2005 @ 04:37am · 1 Comments |
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Nathan and I broke up. He gave the most selfish, stupid reason. And he's been cheating on me, on Gaia and with his ex-girlfriend. I feel so betrayed and empty...I trusted him and spent so much time defending him to my friends until they believed he'd changed, and then all of a sudden he breaks up with me. Because I can't see him as much as he'd like.
You know, maybe he could be a big boy and look up bus schedules and such himself? I think he demanded too much of me. Am I supposed to take the initiave here? Why am I expected to do this? Am I the one who did something wrong? Why is this happening to me? Why am I left asking so many questions?
His Gaia name is Autegracia, if you want to go yell at him.
NayanRoo · Wed Apr 06, 2005 @ 05:52am · 0 Comments |
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I have a job now, which is why I haven't updated much over the last few...weeks. But oh well. I'm still here and I'm still the same bubbly person. Except my legs hurt.
But yeah. That's kinda...it.
NayanRoo · Tue Mar 29, 2005 @ 07:16pm · 0 Comments |
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I've found myself a new boyfriend.
His name is Nathan, yo. He's an animation student. And he is sexy. Seriously, he's pretty damn hot, and he thinks the world of me, which is pretty awesome. He's convinced me that I have the sexiest figure he's ever seen and that I'm quite a looker myself. He needs a lot of reassurance though. He hasn't had the easiest time of it, and it's only been getting worse, and he's not at all sure of himself but I'm working on it. It breaks my heart to hear him all depressed like he gets...but I guess I'm just the sort of person he needs.
NayanRoo · Thu Mar 17, 2005 @ 03:58am · 1 Comments |
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Allow me to first make a shameless plug for "Paradise Fanatic" the Krad fan guild Mysidia Hinme and myself started. Click the banner in my signature. It's still in the works but it's coming along. There's a link to "The Phantom's Opera" an internal monologue fanfic from Satoshi's point of view. It's pretty good, if I do say so myself.
Anyway, my new boytoy is Krad, from D.N.Angel. Yuss. I heart Krad.
NayanRoo · Fri Feb 04, 2005 @ 05:47am · 0 Comments |
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Well, I've passed Algebra II! I got a B on my final and a C- in the class. I got a C in Chem and a C in German III, I think. I got an A in English and Drama and US History. So 3 C's and 3 A's. Not bad at all. I'll get a haul from my grandparents.
I'm probably trading Anime Overdose for the Dear Friends concert. Sorry guys, but music takes precendence. Anime Overdose will always be there as long as there's anime, while Dear Friends might not be here next year. But if I do show up, I'll be in either Arwen's Dream Gown (lavendar/periwinkle sheer thing) or an original character costume, Alissestra. (Ah-leese-ehs-trah)
NayanRoo · Tue Jan 25, 2005 @ 05:16am · 1 Comments |
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Wow, long time no writie. I guess I've just been busy...
I got all sorts of stuff for Christmas and then flew down to L.A. to hang out with my Dad until break ended. I got about $50 worth of books, $100 worth of clothes, and flew back up. I've just finished finals week. I actually feel really good about my finals. Despite the fact that I finished my Chemistry final with about three seconds to spare and my Algebra II skills suck.
I'm really excited now! Mom got us tickets to go see Nobuo Uematsu's "Dear Friends" concert when it comes to San Francisco. I'm really excited about this. I love his music; it's so inspiring, you know? It's what got me back into piano. "Aeris' Theme" is the first song I played after not touching a piano for a year and a half. Now I teach myself and can play anything after a bit of practice. And I owe it to his music. I wish I could share with everyone how this music makes me feel.
NayanRoo · Fri Jan 21, 2005 @ 10:17pm · 0 Comments |
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I haven't updated in a while...have I? Nope. Hm. Well, anyway, my life:
School let out Friday; my friends Orae and Miyako and Joe went with me to see A Series of Unfortunate Events. It was very amusing. Jim Carrey's a tweaker.
On Saturday I did mlah and then drove to the movies farther away to see The Polar Express with the fam. It was a cute movie. Don't want to see it again. I want to see Ocean's Twelve or The Phantom of the Opera. I hope they didn't screw The Phantom of the Opera up. If they did I'm going to cry. And then kill things. Dobedo.
I want to go to Universal Studios and play in Castle Dracula, but I'm on the wrong end of the state.
I wanna I wanna I wanna...have a Cain plushie. Cain (NightWalker) is teh shmecks.
I wanna talk to Kaikai. I wanna.
NayanRoo · Tue Dec 21, 2004 @ 04:50am · 1 Comments |
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