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to my friends I have been deceiving you.....I have led you to believe that I am happy and the everyday girl of randomness when I am really the girl of sadness....I have suffered from these torcheris feeling but no longer the only way to lessens my pain is to get unknown and unheard sympathy...but comment not for if you do the pain the voice will torcher me forever more for sharing my sorrows and saddening you in the process.......... I hide my true feelings so this may be the only time you may see me like this...I will confide in all who read this and appraise your sympathy and hope you do not suffer the knowing how much I suffer... for every one has problems and sorrows no matter how small and to dwell others problems for to long can mean you have lost your own personal battle...even if we all share the same experiences we would still not completely understand each other because it is not the experience that counts it is the way we see it deal with it and learn from it....

P.S. eventho I am 13 I still cant spell that good so sound it out please and do the best you can and I give you a fond farewell.
alot of the time i think i am different from other teen that is only wishful thinking... i think sometimes "oh my parents dont understand me" in some respecks that in wrong but in others it is right for no two humans truely understand eachother and it is easy to feel lonely and misunderstood even when surrounded by family and friend..... but you have got to fight of that lonelyness in any way posseble befor you overtaken in sorrow and forget all the world around you and all you seek is to find an easy and quick way out.... or to find happyness if only for a min. to lift you out of hells grip dragging you to hell its self... so be happy and be safe.





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