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I am pissed. Way pissed. I feel kinda betrayed by my best friend and bf's little sister. Not going into anymore detail, suckers.

Okay, so now that there are way too many people on Gaia who know me and know my account, my journal is probably going to much pretty shrivel up and die at this point.... I've already deleted a few things because ranting to strangers is one thing since they have no idea what you're talking about but ranting to people you vaguely know or to people you don't want to know every feeling you have is different...

So maybe if I'm feeling especially angsty, I'm come and write a super-emo journal entry again but for now, probably not. I mean, I just realized that it's kinda stupid that if I don't let people read my normal journal, why should I have one that's open to the world?

Yes, I know no one cares about reading my journal or anything so no one will care, anyway but yes, there were a few things I thought about which prompted me to write this. By explaining that would kinda ruin the point. So now I have give you: The Journal of Nothingness. Leave it all up to your imagination.

Yeah.. I'm going to rant because there's something that really pisses me off. And that's people saying that oral sex and handjobs (yes, believe it or not, I've actually seen handjobs condemned by this as well) is actual sex and if you do it you're not a virgin any longer.

So let me ask:

Can you get pregnant from either? No unless you're incredibly careless and mix body fluids.
Can you break the hymen with either? No. (And, I mean, come on. That's what the technical standard of virgin is, anyway).
Is it mutual pleasure? No. One person is pleasuring the other.

I mean, yes, it is true that you can get STDs from oral which is why you have to be careful about it but by what means is that sex? Sex = sexual intercourse which is when the p***s goes in the v****a. Mouth nor hands are included in that definition.

Not to mention the fact that virginity is all about perception. And how can anyone tell a girl that she's not a virgin if she thinks of herself as one? Some rape victims think of themselves as virgins, as if the rape didn't happen. And from a psychological stand-point, you could argue that they are virgins because they never had the psychological sexual connection before. It's all a matter of opinion but it's definitely not fair for anyone to force there views on anyone else.

I'm happy with where I am. I don't regret anything I've done. I still consider myself a virgin. I will do what I want when I want and when I feel that I am mentally prepared for it reguardless of what some people say about it.

Okay.... so I had to rant. sweatdrop There it is.

*Blob* Yeah, I want a theme for my character but I can't think up what to do. I'm considering Manga themes (which may prove to be very difficult) or I might want to consider being a fox heart . But that's really expensive. I wonder if there's a cool inexpensive theme I could go for... probably not...

Hi! *Waves around at completely empty room* MY INVISIBLE FRIENDS ARE HERE SO JUST SHUT UP! *Bursts into tears* crying

Um yeah.... so maybe you have now found my journal...

I live in Maryland and go to high school and all the normal stuff. rolleyes I'm having a pretty boring summer so far: I'm taking health. Yeah, eventually I'll actually figure out what to write in a journal but for now I guess I'm just kind of post this as my beginning post...