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So I have been married for about 2 and a half weeks! people keep asking me how is married life and i would liekt o tell them great but i wouldn't know becasue i was married for three days when he left. i got a letter form him when he was in recption, but i guess he can't right for three weeks so i won't be hearing form him for a while, I am going to go crazy. No i'm not i am going to be strong for him as hard as it is. i can't wait for him to get back im going to jump on him as soon as i can. they are right when thet say absence makes the heart grow fonder. God i love my husband, and i am more sure of how much everyday. i can't wait to start a life and a family with this man. less than three months and im counting down the days
 mergie63 · Wed Sep 07, 2005 @ 10:54pm · 0 Comments |
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I am getting married in 5 days. I will be Mrs Duane Austin...its going to be trange but an awesome thing. I can not wait. my only problem is that hes only going to be here three days afterwards and he leaves for basic and ait for 4 months but hey atleast ill get him forever
in the meantime i can keep busy by planning a reception. i am so anxious and so stressed at the same time.
mergie63 · Sun Aug 14, 2005 @ 03:25pm · 1 Comments |
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WHAT THE ********!!!!!!!!!! |
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so today, as i am sitting at my grams hanging out, i remeber to ask her how he cat scan turned out.. well ******** me one of the most improtant people in my life has cancer in several of her major organs!!! its so hard to not cry in front of her, so that i don't make her more upset than i know she already is. Then she makes comments like "well if i'm still alive by then." what the hell. i am feeling a bit lost. She is handling it well and i need to do the same for her, i can't fall apart, i need to be strong
mergie63 · Fri Jul 29, 2005 @ 08:23pm · 0 Comments |
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So, im trying to get used to getting around this place, it's getting a little bit easier as i play around. Anyway there are so many things that are going on in my head right now. My boy is joining the army, and im glad that he's doing it, it's just that i have so many things to think about. First is getting married, which we are doing before he heads to basic, but then theres planning a wedding and not sure whether i want to tell people i am already married or keep it a secret. I'm happy im getting married, i can't wait to get married i love this man with everything. Its the unknown i guess that i am afriad of; what's going to happen, where are we going to end up, and missing all my family and friends while im in starnge places. I know i can handle it, its just weird, i always thought i was going to live here close to my family forever and now im not, im going to see new things and meet new people. Im excited and anxious. But then what if he doesn't get in, what are we going to do? i think that im worrying for nothing but i can't help it. All i know is that i can't wait to be able to be with the man that i love.
mergie63 · Thu Jul 21, 2005 @ 02:03am · 0 Comments |
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