I just turned 17, and I still get woken up by my mom. I have no license, no permit, and no idea how to fill a car with gas properly. I have no friends outside of school and have never seen the inside of another person's house, that wasn't a family member's, without my mom. I've never had a job. I have never dated, or even been asked out. I feel really bad about all of this, and I don't think it's normal. I kinda sorta hate my life... The only thing that keeps me going is my friends. They are very supportive of me and love me for who I am. Music helps. So does my art. I can also escape through books and movies. But that is only temporary. I want to get out NOW, but I have no were to go, nor do I have the skills to get there. I wonder what I should do... sad
 Quill Finger · Wed Apr 20, 2011 @ 09:02pm · 0 Comments |
