Howls of anger and rage fill my soul with dismay,
every time I would say and cry "I made a mistake"
you bare you wolfish teeth and bark your words of pure hate.
you think I'm worthless, un-loyal, a whelp among wolves,
you gave me promises that broke and left my heart full of holes.
I trusted you, I heard you say "everything will be okay"
but the next night you gave your body, showed your fur with no shame.
and when I worried, you ignored me and with that stupid male you laid,
now all this pain, these snapping jaws, this betrayals driving me insane.
you promised me, said many times "I choose you and you are mine"
though every word of trust and love you tore away with your claws,
then closed your eyes, you howled his name, and traced your paws around his hide.
he was your first, you snarled words "It meant nothing to me!"
so you gave something so special for only pleasure you seek.
you lied and broke your promises, you seemed just not to care,
but you failed to see you broke my heart, you know there is no spare.
now this lonely clockwork wolf is all but wrong,
he howls his torment, bleeding pain and forever ripped up heart,
this wicked howl is all he knows, this is my poor soul's only song.
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♫~Kyuki's Journal~♫
Just some crap I write about when I'm feeling sad or depressed
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