idk im bored, but ive never felt more worse in my life. i wanna change schools so badly. things arent working out at all. i thought this would never happen. this couldn't have happened by chance. i wish i could fix everything, but that's never gonna happen. but after what happened last week, anything can happen. i swear, ive never even felt like this before, and i didn't know this feeling existed. have you ever felt so broken? i was having the best year of my life, and suddenly a knife appears behind my back and ruins everything. this couldn't have been my fault. but somehow, all of this is my fault.
sometimes, i blame myself. i blame him. i blame her. but i have no idea who's fault this really is. maybe it's mine. if he never existed, none of this would've happen. if i never met her, she never would've done this. if i was never there, i never would have known. i just had to be there, didn't i?
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