I am starting my new school in THREE days time and I am so nervous it is unbelievable.
I'm scared of getting the trains there on my own, getting lost, not getting there on time, not making friends, etc. It's so nervewracking for me.
Also, I want a relationship so much. I miss feeling wanted and needed, I want to feel someone's arms around me and their lips on mine. It's weird how jealous I feel when I see couples in public. I know I'm only young, but some people live for different things. Drugs, fame, wealth, family, friends, I don't know. I think I pretty much live for friends, family and love. I have the two first ones.
Hmm, it sounds kinda weird to say it like that. It seemed better in my head.
I suck at writing journal thingies. See ya smile
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