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Everything was white, save for the image in front of me, a smile, warm and sweet, seeming to belong to a girl. My eyes widened at the smile, and i slowly reached to the smile, but then I was plunging down the white space. There was no wind to make my clothes flap, but I was plummeting fast down anyway. The white went black, then red, and I stopped. No impact to any floor, but still floating, and suddenly my entrance was covered in a fire, filled with face of laughter, mocking laughter, where I felt no indifference to misery. Then, a shape appeared, one that made the face look like clowns.
It was a skull, a skull with the whitest white, with eye sockets filled with... pictures. Pictures of all the misery in life. Oddly, my misery wasn't deepening, maybe because my misery was deep enough. "Hello my little spawn, how was your life?" It asked with a small voice, yet it sounded menacing. I didn't answer. "Well, you have been miserable I see, and everything seem to left you: your family, your friends, your home. Oh, I could go on forever!" I remained still, indifferent to whatever hell I'm in. "Perhaps you've wished for someone to love, someone like this maybe...?" A very beautiful girl appeared, with looks as great Megan Fox. Even to that, I still felt misery. "What's wrong? Oh that's right, you're a MISERABLE, FAT, UGLY EMO KID!!!!" The 1st I finally spoke:"Your point?" He suddenly felt confused. "Shouldn't you be denying all the stuff I said, and saying you deserve better?"
"No point. I've lost everything, like you said, and I'm just waiting for you to wipe me away."
"Suit yourself..."
A hand appeared, or really a claw, with fire all through the fingers. He was about swipe me when a white, shining hand punctured the roof of and the fire above and took me away from my demise.
I was brought back to the white expanse I was before, this time nothing was around me.
"Why do you want to turn yourself to ruin?"
A kind of voice rang through my mind. I didn't know how it got there. I just answered: "Miserability..."
A pause.
"I think you deserve better..."
A thought came to me...
"Are you God?"
Another pause.
"You could say that..."
"So then wipe me from existence!"
"I think you deserve better..."
"I'm just a speck of misery on the dirt of worldly sins! Wipe now!"
"No..."
Enraged, I started yelling against God.
"DESTROY MY EXISTENCE AND MEMORIES OF ME!!!!"
He didn't answer.
"PLEASE!!! JUST SHOW ME MERCY BY-"
And I was back in bed, everything looked the same as ever... that is until I went to school.