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I finally discovered what love was. I mean I would say the words "i love you" in my relationship but I believe it was false love. Love is being by the person that you care for the most even when they dont love you back. I want to be near him all the time and yet he doesnt even know if he wants this. I mean relationships are complicated, you have your ups and downs but all he focuses on is the downs. He wont look at the brighter side of our relationship so he pushes me away. Yet I want to be near him no matter how much he pushes me away. I just hope in the end he chooses me because I already chose him. He has my heart whether he likes it or not.