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You never understand me ,
I did everything I could to make you happy , but it wasn't enough to you ~
But you ask somebody to do it to you the same thing that I did to you, like .... you never want it from me, you never did see me through, Everything i did ... -sigh- was never worth anything, I gave you more but you accepted from somebody that's less than that, I sometimes make things up to get rid of the bad things that i think that will hurt you, but the way you reacted was different then i thought it was suppose to be, I stood by your side, I felt like i gave you something and get nothing in return to even a better reaction , not an item not an expression , just i wanted something from your heart , you see things differently from me , negative things ... I just don't know you anymore , you didn't say you're busy, you said i wasn't replying to you but it was the other way round, i didn't even saw you talking to anyone at the moment and i knew that your bf wasn't online , i checked several times to be sure, i be everything you wanted , apparently it wasn't enough .... I feel like i was used