******** it happened
And it really did hurt
I lost myself
I'm a free falling bird
Point my beak down
I'm suicide bound
Falling deeper
Zipping through clouds
I need a thought
But the rush is too much
I feel so alive
I'm running out of time
The ground is growing near
Is this the end my dear?
I have a last second chance
A moment of thought
Help me think
I need to breath
The rushing air
My escape so sweet
Suicide is a permanent solution
I may want to feel this sensation
Just once more
One more nose dive
Into the depression filled ******** life of mine
Maybe then
Maybe with luck
I won't change my mind
I won't fly back up
Head held high
Wings flapping with life
Only today
I can proudly say
I nearly died.
This melancholy happens
And continues with strife
My life really sucks
It cuts deep like a knife
In all honesty
All truth dear
Maybe death
Should come ever so near
So indecisive
I can't choose my path
******** it all
It's time for impulsive acts
Second time around
Dive down fast
Zipping down quick
I want this to forever last
I take a breath of air
Remember I'm not a birdy so dear
My free falling is the gun trembling In my hands
the bullet locked in a chamber
6 there 5 a savior
This is Russian roulette
But with no other player
Locked and loaded
Pulled the trigger
Bullet flies fast
And I'm now passed
Blood will spill with crimson beauty
As my life leaks from my wound
My eyes slowly close
And everything I once knew
I say goodbye one last time too.
Dive birdy dive.
GoodbyeToMyForever Community Member 
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