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Happy belated Valentine's day!!! I hope everyone got some love xd

It is kind of ironic really. I joined the Insomniacs of Gaia guild even though I didn't think I was an insomniac . . . and now I really think that I am insomniatic (is that right?). I mean, it is 3:30 in the morning where I am and I got up at 6:30 yesterday morning . . . you do the math. I am tired, but I can't fall asleep. I haven't had any cafine or suger, yet I feel like I could stay up for the next three days straight. It is really starting to freak me out. That is becaue i am like this rofl right now. I even tried burning off my extra energy by dancing to my really fast-paced crazy techno music (which I love heart ). Nothing is working! Even if I fell into a dead sleep right this second, I would get two and a half hours of sleep, IF I don't randomly wake up every 10 minutes for about an hour until my alarm goes off. Which happens every night-er-morning. What do I do? What do I do! What do I do!? And the fact that I have had a pounding headache for the past two and a half weeks doesn't help much either. I have a growing suspiton that I can't fall asleep because of my head ache, but my head ache will most likely not get better until I get some sleep. It is a circle people. A never-ending. Vicious. Circle.
And I have school tomorrow which, at this rate, I don't think is going to happen. With my luck, I won't fall asleep (or be tired for that matter) the entire night (or what's left of it) and then like right when it is time for me to leave and head off to the overly-cheerful death-trap of a building that I have heard people, who are way to peppy in the morning for their own good mind you, calling it 'school' or when I actually get to said overly-cheerful death-trap of a building, do I become tired.
But hey, what can I do about it? Absolutly nothing. That is the point. I can't really do anything about these curcumstances so I might as well make the best of it right? Right, so, what are the good points to this situation? . . . . . . . Anybody? . . . . . . Anybody besides the chirping crickets in the background? I get it. FINE! I'LL JUST GO TO SLEEP!! GOSH! mrgreen