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yet another day i live...
haha my xanga seems so girly now. without the pinkness. pink.....reminds me of back in the day when everyone called me a guy cuz i didn't wear pink. wat losers. can't help feeling annoyed, pissed, relieved, stressed, relaxed, spirited, and determined at the same time. tis very strange.
track meeting is dis thurs in the old gym. practice starts the second week of february. i feel so stressed it ain't even funnie. haven't been working out or keeping at shot or disc so i'm totally outta shape and skills. i enjoy competing but the thought of practice just gets me so stressed out. and lela ain't joining this year so imma be a loner again like in freshman year. it's gonna make practice even more boring but maybe it'll motivate me to do my homework during the meets instead of socializing. first meet prollly ain't even til the end of the month. blah. maybe i'll juss chill with the freshman. if they still remember me from middle skool track.... there was this one chick who thought she was all that...i wonder how she's doing now. kimchi also isn't joining...cuz of her stupid fencing. hmph. haha jk. vikki mite join.....hope she does. even tho we're not in the same catogory she makes practice more interesting. caroline is too lazy to join but she also got hella s**t to do. elbert's joining....wonder if vincent is joining....yargh. he ain't answering me. o well. hmm......haha last yr i knew i was gonna have a hectic yr dis yr but i decided to join anyway so i can ruin the senior year of our lead thrower. haha...i was so determined....and i didn't do s**t about it. so now everything i did last year has leaked away and i'll have to regain it all if i want to even retrieve my top distances. i had goals...and i see them going down. haha. bad janny for being so lazy. we'll see what happens.....if i manage to stay for the whole season........*sigh* track = stress. que horrible.
my brother is so adorable. he is more than the fat boy who lives at my house. i swear, hella girls are gonna be running after him and he's juss gonna wave them off like the rude a** he is. but when he finds someone he really cares about....haha. it's going to be cute. the only person he's actualli nice to is my grandma. but neway, when he gets a g/f it's gonna be so cute. and my sis and me are gonna be there to tease the s**t outta him cuz we're too uglee and scary to get guys of our own. then we he has kids we're gonna spoil them rotten and let them drive my bro and his wife crazy. yes we gonna be the freakiest aunts ever. i'm so excited. not gonna tell any of it to my bro....he's juss gonna roll his eyes and walk off. haha he's so adorable! *squeals*
humm....talking to patty bout my annoying issues. always helps to have a good laugh. still pissy tho. i wonder if my period coming up has anything to do with it. i ate like 1/2 of the toblerone candy already...and it's right before dinner. ai yah. yummy tho. *sigh* life is so weird for me. i wonder if i'm supposed to be like this. confooses me muchies.
EcStaSYHiGhgURL (6:33:53 PM): omg i ate 1/2 of the stick of toblerone candy already
EcStaSYHiGhgURL (6:33:57 PM): haha...getting so fat
cLiKiTy cLiK0 (6:34:55 PM): ...
cLiKiTy cLiK0 (6:34:59 PM): goddang it
cLiKiTy cLiK0 (6:35:12 PM): a friggin candy thingie ain't gunna make you fat
EcStaSYHiGhgURL (6:35:31 PM): it's chocolate
EcStaSYHiGhgURL (6:35:48 PM): swiss milk chocolate with honey and almond nougats
EcStaSYHiGhgURL (6:35:54 PM): and it's about 8 inches long
EcStaSYHiGhgURL (6:36:02 PM): and ther's about 3 inches left
EcStaSYHiGhgURL (6:36:05 PM): woops
cLiKiTy cLiK0 (6:36:07 PM): ....
cLiKiTy cLiK0 (6:36:13 PM): god dangit
mwahah! fear my obesity..... ah s**t. dinner time. i'm so full tho.
i think there was some other stuff i wanted to say....i know there's some personal stuff that i'm not gonna post here....but other stuffies....can't think. yargh. o well. perhaps later then. good day to you all.
Dearest Patty, Carmen, Raymond, and Eddie......
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!! u guys have totally made my day. *virtually hugs and kisses each of you*
i remember the other thing i wanted to say:
after tutoring today i was waiting outside the library for my mom to pick me up. she's always hella slow so it takes a while. and then one of the kids i was tutoring who never says a word comes up to me and asks me if i want a ride. that was the first time i've heard her speak. wowie. i was touched. there was this other kid that i used to tutor who doesn't show up anymore whose parent also offered me a ride. i guess some parents are really grateful to have someone to help their kids, because their lack of english skills disables them to assist their children. man...i know how they feel. but i was lucky cuz i had my sister to help me all the way. i'm glad to be able to help them. makes me happy when they understand stuff and knowing i could do something for them to feel a little less helpless. *sigh* yeah.....okiez i gotta shower now. i think in a way it's been a very good day. cheers!
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