How should i make this time tick by
Finding truth within the lie
The rage inside my heart it grows
It is damed to stop the flow
So now i lash out to the ones i hold dear
For no one can see my pain that i fear
My soul, it longs for comfort and joy
But falls short from my self-sabotaged ploy
Looking around i see my faults
Like opening the wound and pouring the salts
The facade of my joy, it throws people off
My smile that they see, is rigid, not soft
The hound of my hell, it happens to be me
I thought that i wanted them, to just let me be
Now i can't seem to find in my life
What has caused me, all of this strife
My emotions have played a very bad trick
Leaving depression and sarrow, from what i should pick
The sanity slowly slips away
And everyday, now must i pay
Because i wish not to see the truth
I'm blinded by there epic proof
I do not know which way to go
Point the direction, and let the light show
One last favor, do i have to ask
So i can remove this old mask
"Dear friend which i can confide,
will you accompany me here by my side?"
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