What am I?
Am I some girl, nothing to the world.
Will I change anything?
Will I become something stronger one day?
Will my mind gain it's full strength?
Will I one day quit talking to the air like there is actually someone there?
Can I one day be sane?
Will I...
I can't even begin to fathom all the question in my head.
Will one day these thoughts quit pounding in my head. Will the headaches stop?
Willl the thought of longing and remembering things that never happend one day not exsist? Will these things ever change? Will I ever quit imagining things that do not exist?
Will the shadows quit forming mouths and talk to me? WHispers sweet nothings into my ear about the future I know will never happen. About the boy I feel in my heart might not really exist like my mind tells me he does. will I one day wake up screaming in his arms. And finally feel peace. Will the world quit ripping itself open? Will the world yet people see the reality?
I must digress. Sleep is once agian pounding at my door and I must unlock before someone hears.
 system_banned · Tue Oct 13, 2009 @ 05:06am · 0 Comments |
