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I don't keep up with this thing very well. Too much of an afrodiary and myspace addict. Anyway, I miss Derek since he's died. I miss the old Shawn. I'm gunno miss Quinn when he leaves. But I really like Abdullah! He's good. Anyway

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Wow. it's been a long time since my last entry. Well, since then I have learned a lot more about Pink Floyd, finished school, and I am now in Sweden. It's really nice here. A lot nicer than the desert anyway... I miss my Derek though... I think he's avoiding me because he won't even answer my e-mails... Oh well, here's to Summer!!!

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There's a song that this guy I know sang a bit of to me once. The part I remember goes like this:

"Tell me is something eluding you sunshine?
Or is this not what you expected to see?
If you want to find out what's behind these green eyes
You'll just have to claw your way through this disguise."

I don't know who wrote it or who sings it, but these words have been stuck in my head for SO long...
The guy who sang this to me is a really good friend of mine, but he's away at school right now. He's coming back for the week of Thanksgiving and I really hope I'll be able to see him. Everyone around me is making me crazy and I'm all stressed out by school, so I'm hoping that his good nature and easy going-ness will help me relax a little. Ah well, homework calls... (damn it)...

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