Well I just lost my love today... well consittering the time, yesterday. I tried to make it work... I really did. But he was just sooooo much.. I mean he needed medication, but he couldn't be a cop that way... He had problems.. I was never trusted.. cause of something 3 years ago... He turned things around so it seemed like my fault.... and then at the first sign of his love he tries his hardest to sway me.. That isn't true love.. I can't trust him cause of the hacking he did to me, and he can't forget about the past... And a relationship can't be if there is no trust and after so long of constant pain I had to stop lying to myself and let him go. *sigh* My whole future was planned around him.. I just feel so empty.
 Urruke · Sat May 20, 2006 @ 09:45am · 0 Comments |
