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I help u when u fall
I come to u when u cry
I always know that somethings wrong
every time u sigh
I make sure ive got ur back
cause i know that youve got mine
I know that when im with you
everything will be just fine
we support each other
like the beams of a wall
and while one of us stands
the other cannot fall
You're more to me than friend,
my partner in crime
cause i know if we're in trouble
you'll cover for me this time. *wink*
 Katzkana · Mon Jun 28, 2010 @ 08:32am · 0 Comments |
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I wish i had never hurt you
Id wish for one more try
but i know the pain i have inflicted
on you almost made u die
I wish u could forgive me
so we could start a new
I wish you were here with me
so i could just hold u
I wish that i could love you
without the fear of my past
but soon my fears of that dreadful time
will end at long last
by then i will be ready
by then i will be strong
to make us two in one
and bind us like notes in a song
I wish I hadnt of blown it
i wish i had used my heart
but my fear for hurt
is what finally tore us apart
To me this isnt wise
to u it isnt fair
and deep down i know
there is so much that we could share
Please dont hold against me
the harmful things i said
please just understand
its being hurt again i dread
but i have felt that u are different
but scared i was to the bone
and yet i should have trusted u
and this should have been well known
I wish i could be stronger
I wish her memory would wane
cause all this hurt and sadness
has left me quite disdain,
I wish i had never hurt you
Id wish for one more try
I wish that u were with me
and i wish i wouldnt cry
Katzkana · Mon Jun 28, 2010 @ 07:38am · 0 Comments |
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There was a time when u would give anything to be with me.
Id give anything for that day to be now
I want things to be the way they were
but frankly i just dont see how
I miss the simplest things from us
when are hands held eachother every single day
I want to feel the softness of ur hair through my fingertips
I miss those three little words you used to always say
I wish i could give u a hug and spin u around
and call u silly pet names i made up in my head
I want to hold you close to me
and fall asleep with u in my bed
Fate had brought together and i think fate tore us apart
but perhaps fate had planned this from the very start
Our paths are meant to cross and no matter what i do
Nothing in the world could make me forget the times i shared with you
Dont take me for jerk, for saying we cant be friends
cause i love u like no friend should
I wish i could just talk to u like any normal friend should
but to do that would be to lie to you and you know that wont fly
cause if they're is one thing i would never to do to u
You'd know i'd never lie.
I hope you will forgive me, and perhaps you never will
just know that where u go my heart is with u still
this will be me last words, i may share with for some time
and so i will wrap up this apology in one more final rhyme
know that all these things i say are absolutely true
and from april 24 that fateful day till now and forever
I will always have love for you.
Katzkana · Fri Jun 25, 2010 @ 06:09am · 0 Comments |
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Feeling like im being ripped apart
slowly forming an Ice Heart
my soul is clamped within a vice
clutching on to my Heart of Ice
I dont know even where to start
healing up my Ice Heart
Wishing for something nice
yet getting nothing but a heart of ice
waiting for her to come back
ice heart slowly fades to black.
wishing i knew what i should have said
but my black heart now leaves me cold and dead.
Katzkana · Wed Jun 02, 2010 @ 08:24am · 0 Comments |
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The winds blow and make an eerie sound
yet the stillness of death lay all around
bloodied bodies of the recently fallen
in the distance the black heart is calling
Kill them all kill them all the evil one cries
for he grows stronger for each victim that dies
The black heart thats inside my soul
eats at my life and swallows it whole
consumed by jealousy, anger and pride
The me my friends knew has already died
replaced by this shadow of myself
driven by hatred, envy and wealth.
Doomed to envy the angels above,
never again feeling, the wonders of love
Katzkana · Wed Jun 02, 2010 @ 08:15am · 0 Comments |
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There once were two lovers
Fire and Water were their names
but little did they know they'd be prey
for fates little games
for though their love
seemed as strong as steel
Fate would challenge
if that love were real
So one day Fate came to Water
and sent him away
to become a warrior
and save the world one day
Oh and Fire waited for her beloved Water
but he never came
so she layed with Earth
and burnt out her flame
Water finally came back
after fighting in a war
he learned of what became of Fire
and wanted her no more
And yet he still loved her
confused and distraught
his anguish and pain
were hard fought
So he became lost
and didnt know what to do
So he left Fire alone
and retreated to the Ocean Blue.
Katzkana · Wed Apr 14, 2010 @ 10:31am · 0 Comments |
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The world is full of them
You seem them every day
and some you wish to see more often
and some would like to stay
and then you meet that special one
that clings close to your heart
the one you want to be with forever
and to never be apart
and so you drop to one knee
and ask for eternal love
and if a yes is the reply
its like a gift from above
so then to make it work
you set for your future life
and go to make some money
to provide for your future wife
but then while ur away
she sleeps with another guy
and all that work you did for her
just makes you wonder why?
Why would she hurt you
when you've loved her all along
and up until this point
you thought the love was strong
but now you're all alone
and she you cannot trust
for how many times has she
fallen to the trap of lust?
Katzkana · Wed Apr 07, 2010 @ 07:16pm · 0 Comments |
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Women can be the most difficult species of creature....No matter what the case it always seems that our female counterparts can never be satisfied with what they have...Everything seems superficial or insignificant if something better can be found...I never thought that such a fickle creature could cause so much pain in one person...Someone who changes their mind and alters their course more often than a bouncing football...Why is it that the guys who only wish to treat their female counterparts like goddesses are the ones that get left hurt, used, and discarded like last weeks Sunday funnies...Entertaining for a day or two and then just a piece of worthless garbage... I try to treat women with the highest amount of respect....and the girl i like ends up falling for the bad guy...the jerk...the abuser....the cheater.....the alcoholic.....the drug user.....I fit none of those stereotypical "bad" guys... and yet I get hurt instead of loved....I am told that there are tons of girls looking for a guy like me....Why can't they find me? I have so much love to give and yet the only girls i seem to find are the ones that are looking for a meaningful one night relationship... I want more than that...I deserve more than that...I can give more than that...Women should not pursue these...bad guys because they want to "tame the beast" a beast can only be tamed if it wants to be....You cannot domesticate any wild animal...Not completely. A small sliver of its wild nature will always linger and who takes the brute force of a loss of control on the "beasts" part....The woman...Women need to look for guys that know that they have dreams too. Women are not mindless zombies meant for giving birth, caring for kids, cooking, cleaning, and grabbing us men a cold one from the fridge. Women are intelligent creations of some higher being put down on this Earth to challenge what we call "man's work" They are here to show that man is not the most powerful being on Earth... He can be bested by the so called, "creation from man" Women have dreams and goals and have every right to strive for those goals and not to be stopped or slowed by the likes of men. But no matter the great beauty both physical and mental that rests in the possession of the woman, nothing will change that women truly are the most difficult species of creature to understand.
Katzkana · Sat Mar 13, 2010 @ 11:15am · 0 Comments |
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there was girl i held close to my heart,
We swore up and down we'd never fall apart,
My love for her and her love for me
was the strongest thing there ever could be,
and for years we lived a happily written tale
then all at once, my faith began to fail,
she never seemed happy, no smile on her face,
and i had to go to a far away place,
i rarely saw her, our love grew weak,
so to others for answers i did seek,
all said move on! she's holding you back
shes much too needy, she wont give u any slack,
it was a hard decision to break her heart,
But to live a lie was a terrible start,
I hope one day, she finds a better man,
one that can do more, than i ever can.
Authors note: You know who you are. If you're reading this, i can never express how sorry i am. I never dreamed i'd be doing this to anyone especially you, maybe one day things will be different....I cannot say, but i hope you find it in your heart some day to forgive me. God bless you MSL.
Katzkana · Fri Feb 05, 2010 @ 09:25am · 0 Comments |
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