Over the last week or so I have been thinking about this.
I wanted and needed to think about this for a long time cuz the truth is Cass I LOVE this world you made. I love the story and how things keep changing. I love how you love not only your shop but the people in it.
I have been saying that right now Nica has two hearts. These two hearts are mine really one fighting to look over all the bad stuff cuz of the love I have for it. The other heart fights with me every day cuz it see’s things that are VERY VERY wrong and I don’t want to be a part of it.
SO I am going to tell you what I think and what others think as well. You can ban me from the shop if you want for making ‘drama’ but these things need to be said. If not I think I will just all but live in the guild. I would leave again right out BUT it is not fair to the people I am RPing with. The ones that Nica and Lao are mated too.
SO here I go…
You been wanting your happy little world back. You been trying everything pulling out your hair to get things back. The only thing you have not done is get rid of your bad seed. I know they following will sound like I am being childish and attacking. She/he did bad to me so now I am going to be childish and petty. I hope that you can see past Mal’s and I past. That’s why nothing he/she did to me will be brought up.
This is also one of the other reasons I wanted to wait to do this I wanted to make sure that anger passed as much as it could. I want to take myself out of this thing as I can.
I am sure you have guessed in my opinion Mal is your bad seed I will give you’re the reasons why.
Mal is a very rude person that see’s things has His/Her way or the high way. He has always been that way and I don’t think will ever stop. He can be very rude to people new and old in the thread. And without thinking about it (I hope) starts a LOT of the drama in your thread. I would say 75% of the drama is from him. He will bring up things in thread that should be brought up in a PM.
Like the drama with Gift and her pack. Mal fought about it in thread when he could have PMed the two or talk to you about it. Then he went and started to say that the other two where the drama queens. I have seen where they have started drama. Also the ones that he starts with could just keep quiet and take it to PMs but that is VERY hard.
Now as for being rude.
When I left last time I got three people that PMed me saying that we had the same reason of leavening Mal. They said she was rude and mean. I did have the PMs saved to send to you one day but I got rid of them when I came back hoping to get over my anger.
You have lost more than a few people cuz of him.
There has also been people that have not joined cuz of Mal.
This spring I was tring to get my friend brea into the shop. You would have LOVED her. She could rp like a pro. She was one of them people that do a novel for every post. She could also draw! You would have had a human artist.
BUT anyway when I had her looking in she would come in about 2 Pm est and 3 times that she did. All she found was Mal jumping down witch’s (I THINK this is who it was) back. For posting at this time. She would ask if anyone wanted to RP or if they wanted to play a game. Mal would post that no one was on right now cuz they had lives. Once even told her to get a real life as well.
When Brea saw this she was appalled. As where a few people that say it.
I KNOW mal is a wonderful artist and colorist. I mean like WOW good. BUT she is not worth it. I don’t feel like she cares about this shop as well. Think back to some of the things she said in the drama over the pack . “I don’t care if I get banned”. I feel (forgive me putting myself in this) if gift stayed and you still let the pack happen he would have left.
NOW I don’t know if Mal is a male or female so please forgive me if I got the gender wrong. I am in NO way trying to be rude in that matter.
A few last notes just in case these are the last things I say to you. Your shop is wonderful. Your ideas are wonderful. So is all your work. I LOVE the idea of the new event. I like how you keep changing the world. Your world is a living breathing thing. They change. I dislike how shops never have anything happen to them in their RP world.
You’re a great person!
 JezeKat · Sat Aug 14, 2010 @ 09:37am · 6 Comments |
