Hello~
I've had a really rough week. Lots of mental and physical health issues. I quit my job because of it, and I'm going to go back to the food delivery stuff just a few hours a week as well as selling some things I don't need online until my health gets to a point where I can get a regular job again.
This weekend I spent a lot of time with my family. Yesterday I helped my dad clean their house. Today was Easter, so I helped my mom clean up and make Easter dinner, as well as helped with watching my niece and nephew. It was nice, but I am very socially and physically exhausted.
Hopefully this week I can get in to see my doctor. Last month, I got extensive blood tests done. They told me I would have the results in 3-5 business days. 3 weeks later, I had no results, so I sent them an email, and they finally sent the results. I tested positive for mycoplasma pneumonia, pertussis, influenza, and Epstien Barr. I am wondering if I have mono again. This would be my 3rd time getting mono within the last year. Something is wrong with me.
I have been really struggling with my mental health since the beginning of the year. I think it was triggered by my old job (Teavana) closing down. I was really in love with that store, and I saw myself staying there for a long time. It was good money, and I was promoted to supervisor, as well as working towards becoming a manager. I don't know that I will ever find a job that I adore so much. After my last day at Teavana, I took a month off from work. I only worked at this most recent job for two months, but it is extremely physically taxing, and my body cannot take it.
To top it off, Mercury is retrograde, so I've been having issues communicating with people. I have been keeping to myself, even when I feel like I need help, which is not great. I'm going to try to find a LGBT+ friendly therapist that I can talk with.
Uhhh I kind of lost my train of thought so that's it.
xoxo
Marm
 marmalademarmalade · Mon Apr 02, 2018 @ 04:25am · 0 Comments |
