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Just had a spanish exam today, so I'm pretty wiped. I think I've been inadvertantly slipping into spanglish lately, which is wierd. >_>
I saw the Star Wars ep. 3 trailer, and it reminded me that even though I wasn't too crazy about the last two movies, I'm gonna see this one anyway. Lucas is still 3-2 in my mind for good/less-than-good movies, and I love their universe anyway. X)
Other than that, nothing much to report. Just been doing a lot of school with a side of World of WarCraft every few days. Now I'm off to take a nap. Adios.
-_- zZzZzZzZ
 Blanku · Thu Mar 17, 2005 @ 12:15am · 0 Comments |
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Let me sum up my vacation thus far:
One of my three best friends died a few hours after my last final, I found out my dear mum is having an affair with some Italian guy and is considering running away with him, the trip I had been planning for three months has been delayed indefinately by the storms, and another good friend of mine has just died today of a motorcycle accident.
Of course, compared to the 120,000 people who have died in the Pacific Islands from the tsunami, my life is just peaches.
Am I crazy for wanting to laugh?
Blanku · Mon Jan 03, 2005 @ 07:46am · 0 Comments |
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Raymond Spayd: Rest in Peace. |
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I'm not one for showing my real feelings much. I feel like I'm needlessly annoying people when I do, even when they assure me they don't mind listening. Why do I think that? I don't know; I'm not really sure I trust them.
Here's a prime example of sanity for you: I make the previous statement in a live web journal for the whole world to see. Stupid, huh? The aspect of anonymity makes it easier though. It's a lot easier to do many things when people don't know it's you.
On December 16, 2004, during a dry, Santa Anna wind in souther California, Raymond Spayd went to sleep. He never woke up. The doctors don't know the cause yet, but it's driving me up the walls. In my heart, I know it's suicide, drugs, or a combination of the two. I don't blame myself- I'm not that stupid- but it still hurts. I accept the fact that he's gone and there's nothing I can do to bring him back.
I haven't slept much, nor have I eaten enough. I feel stupid for not giving in to the logic I've reasoned out, but I can't help feeling sad. It's so surreal, an I don't think I'll be able to accept it until I see the body.
He was going to teach me to play the guitar. I had always put it off, telling him that I didn't have the time at the moment, but we'd totally do it soon. Last night, I picked up the old guitar that used to belong to my uncle Tom (also deceased). I tuned it, played a few chords, tuned it again, and I started playing. I played the simple exercises meant to train your fingers to be stronger and more accurate. I short songs. I played chords. I played until my fingers had blisters on the tips and I couldn't play anymore.
I played because, while I played, it felt like he was still here with me.
...that's all I have to say about that.
Blanku · Sun Dec 19, 2004 @ 09:40am · 0 Comments |
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So I've been pretty out of it lately on account of finals and all. I'm a very social animal, so when I'm deprived of that enviroment, I suffer a little. sweatdrop
Once this week is finally over, though, I'll get to see my good friend Cheryl who I never get to see anymore, and we're gonna watch fome Fullmetal Alchemist (because the show rocks and we feed off suffering).
So anyway, I'll save any of you loyal readers some ranting by replacing it with a haiku-like thing.
Eyelids are heavy
As branches covered in snow.
...Here are five more words.
xd Everything is funny when I'm tired, apparently.
Blanku · Mon Dec 13, 2004 @ 03:56pm · 0 Comments |
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I don't feel any less wise... |
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...but I had 2 more Wisdom Teeth removed yesterday. And yes, I capitalize that because, dammit, it hurts enough to be worthy of it! Also, I apologize if I'm a bit nonsensical, but they gave me some great pills for the pain. whee Don't worry, I'm taking them as prescribed. 3nodding
So I decided that tonight was a fine night to go out on the town with my buddy Mink, but after the show, everything kinda went awry. sweatdrop I broke some girls heart (through no fault of my own, but I still feel bad), I broke my car keys, I tore the stitching in my jaw, spilled soda in my car (but more importantly, on my friend's book, so I felt terrible), and the left side of my face is chubby and swollen.
Thinking about it, though, it's not all that bad. What's done is done, and unless I have a time machine, then I can't do s**t about it except try to make the best of it now. So, all in all, I feel pretty damn good right now, and even though that might just be the Vikadin talking, I sincerely doubt it; Vikadin doesn't give you this level of serenity. (you need Valium for that XP)
Blanku · Sun Nov 21, 2004 @ 08:23am · 0 Comments |
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I'm on the World of WarCraft beta, and it's really awesome. I've got an undead rogue with potion making. Zombie ninja alchemist. whee If you want to contact me, my name's Rahzy. I'm currently raiding the human lands to the south. Much death ensues. 3nodding
Blanku · Sat Nov 13, 2004 @ 11:03pm · 0 Comments |
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Yeah, nothing really interesting lately. Classes, classes, and more classes. I'll try to have more adventures so I can write about something interesting. wink
Blanku · Tue Nov 09, 2004 @ 12:31am · 0 Comments |
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Just got finished with some yard work so I can have the rest of the weekend free, though we'll see how it turns out. I'll most likely be going to the Escondido Ren. Fair on Sunday along with some friends, and then watch a shite-load of Halloween movies either tonight or tomorrow night.
The saw came out recently, and I really want to see it, but it would seem I'll be holding off that engagement until my friend and I can synchronize our schedules.
Other than that, it promises to be (at the least) a pleasant weekend. Ciao. 3nodding
Blanku · Sat Oct 30, 2004 @ 10:12pm · 0 Comments |
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Just another non-alcoholic virgin-tequila sunrise. |
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For anyone who doesn't know, that's just plain Orange Juice. xp
Man, college is killin' me. I barely have time for anything anymore. That's the last time I tell myself, "Hey, you can handle it! 15 credits ain't so bad!"
scream I hate that guy so much; always getting me into trouble!
Anywho, had a blast this past weekend. I saw the Grudge, and I enjoyed it very much. While not as thought-provoking as the Ring (mystery-wise), I found it much scarier. The characters and actors did a very nice job, though Sarah Michelle Gellar was quite bland.
I give it 4 out of 5 hearts.
heart heart heart heart domokun
I also got to play X-Men Legends. The game is pretty silly, but lots of fun on multi-player. I love my Iceman and Nightcrawler. whee The voice acting could have been better on a few of the characters, such as Steven Blum, who is great as the voice of Spike from Cowboy Bebop, but he doesn't sound gruff enough to be Wolverine. Alternately, Magneto is voiced by Tony Jay, who played the Elder God in Soul Reaver, so I can forgive them. 3nodding
I give the game 3 out of 5.
heart heart heart domokun domokun
On Saturday, I got to spend time with Biscuit, so that was nice. We ate candy like whales eat kelp. xd We also watched Eye of the Beholder and played Star Wars: Battlefront and Otogi, though I won't bug you with a rating on those just yet. wink So yes, it was nice to see her, but we ended up staying awake 'til 3:30 am (which was the second night in a row I had done that so I was quite tired sweatdrop ), but I didn't mind since I generally enjoy any amount of time with her.
And on the Sabbath Day, he rested. Then he had to work. Then he took a nap, only to work some more in the yard, and sleep was good. Today's rant is over. Ta ta for now.
Blanku · Tue Oct 26, 2004 @ 08:00am · 2 Comments |
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