FRIG.
So Gaia, want to hear about my day?
So today was stressful. Exams are in less than 2 weeks, summative deadlines are getting closer, and I've been working like crazy so I can afford to live next year. And that's just some of it.
So I was kinda in an offish mood all day, still myself, just kinda moody... Like someone just made you drop your popcorn all over the theatre floor moody. But then there was art class.
And during that class, is where I went from having an off day, to having a mental breakdown gonk
We were working on quick chiariscuro paintings, just as like a refresher, and I can usually do them fine, but today they just weren't working out D: And I guess on top of all of my stress, this just pushed me over the edge, and before I knew it I was having a major b*tch-fit :S
I was just like, "F*CK I can't f*cking do this sh*t!" and I tore up the piece I was working on. And after that I like started smearing paint allllll over two of my finished pieces. And then my art teacher (who is the sweetest person in the world) came like running over and grabbed my other pieces before I could wreck them too and she's like "ALEX." in the scariest voice ever so like I stopped and just stared at her, and she went back to sweet and was like let's talk outside. So we went and sat in the hall and I spilled my guts out to her and felt a bit better (: But still D:
Wow.
Like I'm 18 and I caused a total scene, throwing my brushes on the ground, cursing, smearing paint and acting like a 4 year old. I'm so embarassed. My class must think I'm crazy. Haha, I'm amazed Danny didn't say anything.. :S
gonk
So Gaia, want to hear about my day?
So today was stressful. Exams are in less than 2 weeks, summative deadlines are getting closer, and I've been working like crazy so I can afford to live next year. And that's just some of it.
So I was kinda in an offish mood all day, still myself, just kinda moody... Like someone just made you drop your popcorn all over the theatre floor moody. But then there was art class.
And during that class, is where I went from having an off day, to having a mental breakdown gonk
We were working on quick chiariscuro paintings, just as like a refresher, and I can usually do them fine, but today they just weren't working out D: And I guess on top of all of my stress, this just pushed me over the edge, and before I knew it I was having a major b*tch-fit :S
I was just like, "F*CK I can't f*cking do this sh*t!" and I tore up the piece I was working on. And after that I like started smearing paint allllll over two of my finished pieces. And then my art teacher (who is the sweetest person in the world) came like running over and grabbed my other pieces before I could wreck them too and she's like "ALEX." in the scariest voice ever so like I stopped and just stared at her, and she went back to sweet and was like let's talk outside. So we went and sat in the hall and I spilled my guts out to her and felt a bit better (: But still D:
Wow.
Like I'm 18 and I caused a total scene, throwing my brushes on the ground, cursing, smearing paint and acting like a 4 year old. I'm so embarassed. My class must think I'm crazy. Haha, I'm amazed Danny didn't say anything.. :S
gonk
