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I've felt so depressed lately. It's like no matter what I do, nothing will ever change between me and my family or the people at school. Today has been bad all around. First period wasn't bad. In second some douche that sits next to me wouldn't stop saying s**t about my art, the rest of the school day was alright... Then I went to the fair. That went well, until near the end my friends SAID that they would meet me at the barn thing. So I went there and waited, and waited, and waited. After waiting for abou half an hour of waiting and looking for them I find them. THEY FORGOT ABOUT ME!! stare I mean really, am I that unimportant? Then when I got home my dad, once again, starts to tell me how worthless I am.
I'M ******** SICK OF ALL OF THIS s**t! He's told me for years how unimportant I am, he really doesn't give a s**t about me. For an example, about a week ago I went to the dentist because my wisdom teeth are coming in. So the dentist gave me some pain medicine. HE STOLE IT....... ******** i don't even feel like typing this s**t... stare