Well latly i have been feeling homesick i have moved from b.c to alberta and i liked it i was all for it but nowim not really enjoying it as much i do get to see my family more but it is still like they are not there.. i feel like i have bee uprooted from my real home and how i feel about things i am oh so used to hearing the sound of my friends voices...and seeing their smiling faces and helping them in their hour of need when they needed a place to stay or a hug to calm them i was the one they came to and now i do not remember their voices and it is hard to remeber the colors of their eyes or the warmth of their hugs and the tears on my shoulder's that is all i have known and now that i am gone they have no one to run to when they need me i wish to go back there SO BADLY and i want them to know that i am still here and that i still do care and i want to be there for them as much as i can even though i am so bloody far away! imiss them more tnan i missed my own family to me they are the only family i have ever known ... they have seen me through everything and everyone that has ever hurt me or bothered me in my weeks of silence and not eating and my attitude and week i go for days with no sleep they were ALWAYS there and i feel liek i have no way to show them that i cared enough to bring their memories and thoughts with me when i moved i love them and miss then so much i wish to see them more then anything inthe world some day wait...every day i want them to know i cared and i still do and now matter how many new friends that i make i will ALWAYS remember the old and best friends that i have even known in my life. heart I love you al so very much heart
And to all of my new friends i may not know you very well.. i may be the new girl.. but you have all been kidna to ( with a few acceptions ) but i want you akll to knwo that i care and i wish that you would be happy about everything you do never be upset about anything you are a great grope of friends and thank yo so much!!. 4laugh
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