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	A Beautiful Bloodstained World The personal entries of my peace of mind, or corruption of the soul. Either way you'd either think, or not care at all. But please do comment, i would like to know what your own thoughts on my entry is >.<

	mardi, le 17 avril 2007
	mardi, le 17 avril 2007


All The Things She Said lyrics All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said This is not enough I'm in serious st, I feel totally lost If I'm asking for help it's only because Being with you has opened my eyes Could I ever believe such a perfect surprise? I keep asking myself, wondering how I keep closing my eyes but I can't block you out Wanna fly to a place where it's just you and me Nobody else so we can be free All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head all the things she said this is not enough this is not enough all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said And I'm all mixed up, feeling cornered and rushed They say it's my fault but I want her so much Wanna fly her away where the sun and rain Come in over my face, wash away all the shame When they stop and stare - don't worry me 'Cause I'm feeling for her what she's feeling for me I can try to pretend, I can try to forget But it's driving me mad, going out of my head All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head Running through my head All the things she said All the things she said Running through my head Running through my head all the things she said this is not enough this is not enough all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said all the things she said Mother looking at me Tell me what do you see? Yes, I've lost my mind Replace the "shes" with "hes" and this song completely matches my complete and total confusion. Not even three months, may i remind anyone intrested that the three month mark is May 9th, but I've stumbled upon stress and... i don't know anymore. There are things encircling my mind that i should not even think about but... damnit when Jake flies into the picture none of those things matter. I have to constantly remind myself that i am fourteen, and cannot even begin to think of "love". But Hiroara said something that did clear a lot of things. I feel like i'm in love, and if i am then i should say so. if not, it's a mistake, and i'll know what i feel at this moment is not love. So i'll take your advice Hiroara, and for now i will assume that i have tapped upon the beautiful scarlet doors of love. heart L'Arc En Ciel** · Wed Apr 18, 2007 @ 01:18am · 11 Comments


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	Yah man, what's been going on with you two lately (I mean you and Jake)...you were having some long a discussion with Amanda in Bio...you still worrying about the flirting thing? -feels so out of it- Well, w/e, good luck I guess, cuz I have no idea what's going on, and beware listening to Madi. xD J/k!! Offline sodaxpopxkat7714** · Community Member · Thu Apr 19, 2007 @ 12:37am


	Well.... okay lemme put it lightly... he wants to do some.... "stuff" and i wanna do that "stuff" too but i'm too young... and me and Amanda were sharing experiences lol. It's confusing as heck but... i think it's love, lol. iT's filled with confusion and stuffs and i guess getting hurt as heck shows how much you really care about hte person. Offline L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Thu Apr 19, 2007 @ 02:10am


	Smack him if he makes a move. xDDD But yeah, if he doesn't accept that you're not ready to do 'stuff' ( sweatdrop ) then you need to have a serious 'I will cut off your balls if you try to force something on me' talk with him. rofl heart Good luck though, and lemme know if he's too much of an a...I'll attack! domokun And p.s...don't let him force you into nothing, and don't do nothing you're not 10000000000000% sure you're ready for. xp Offline sodaxpopxkat7714** · Community Member · Thu Apr 19, 2007 @ 02:24am


	lol... that's the thing though... i know i'm not of age and i have no buisness being in any of the stuff, even thinking of any of the stuff that is in my mind... well maybe thinking.. it's not that bad lol but i'm too young. I just... don't really mind... and if it was someone to do "stuff" it'd be him. But i know i have no buisness being in any of it as i say again, lol... it's so confuzzling... and sure! XDDD Offline L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Thu Apr 19, 2007 @ 02:46am


	Yeah, I mean, considering it's your first bf and all...I mean, no offense to anyone, but it would be slightly rash and stupid to dive into something like that after only a few months. Frankly...well, let's just say that if you did that B, I would personally slaughter you. mrgreen Out of love of course! heart Offline sodaxpopxkat7714 · Community Member · Thu Apr 19, 2007 @ 03:05am


	lmao i know i know! A lot of people would! I'm probably not thinking sensibly, just thinking outta my own irrational blind love! Waha! But i cant tell him to... stop flirting with me. He's a guy! and.... if i tell him to stop... what if he stops liking me? crying Offline L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Thu Apr 19, 2007 @ 03:13am


	...Stop liking you because you told him to control his testosterone level? O.o He likes you dude...relax. lol Offline sodaxpopxkat7714 · Community Member · Fri Apr 20, 2007 @ 01:17am


	lol... yeah, i shouldn't think like that. but i am gonna talk to him about his hormones lmao, hopefully i should feel better then. Offline L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Fri Apr 20, 2007 @ 01:14pm


	Yeah...just don't attack and annoy him too much, or get too worried, cuz then what's the point of the relationship if you're all paranoid and no one is having fun? Offline sodaxpopxkat7714 · Community Member · Sat Apr 21, 2007 @ 02:34am


	Lol it's alright we unconfuzzled everythng... weee everything is sailing smoothly once again! heart Offline L'Arc En Ciel · Community Member · Sat Apr 21, 2007 @ 03:00am

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