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Well Ladys and Gentlemen, I Have went and on my trip to see my lovely lady. I loved it down there and , now I am moving.YES I am leaving this little town in kentucky behind for something better. BUT!!! before get into that let me ttell you about my trip first.First off the bus ride......

I was so nervous about the bus ride. I have to admit.I waited for the bus which was 20 MINUTES LATE!!! STRESSING ME OUT SO SO SO SO SO SO SO MUCH....but the bus showed up and I got to Atlanta....I HATE ATLANTA GA ....Its a s**t whole of a place. Or at least the bus stop. Any who the rest of the bus trip was meh ok cause the bus driver I got in Atlanta was a good guy I must admit.....Now I got to Columbia South Carolina which ment I was close.....The bus made I think 2 stops after that Orangeburg and Summerville (MY DESTINATION) once we got to Orangeburg it was supposedly 1 hour til Summerville. THE LONGEST HOUR OF MY LIFE.

ARRIVAL. Upon arrival I glanced out the window and saw a girl setting on a car...I immediatelly sinced it was her and with new found super human strength grabbed my bags and FLEW OFF THE BUS....until I looked at her....then...I was weak....all my strength left me...She was the most beautiful thing I had ever saw in my entire life....I was floored by her beauty..I was weakened and almost collapsed.....She grabbed me and we walked to their car were I met her mother (A truely great woman who has the uttmost patience and understanding IN THE WORLD)We went to there house and ordered pizza....It was amazing just to be next to her....honestly......We talked and talked and then began to cuddle....When we were cuddleing I remember a blur and then I arrived at a point as to when she said while looking at me "I want to kiss you but..." and I replied with " I want to kiss you too....." SOOOO heart heart heart I did sweatdrop .....And well...... 4laugh IT WAS GODLIKE.....after kissing her I began to tremble uncontrollably.....I dont know why...but it happened.....then we were cuddling again...and I feel asleep xp What can I say it was a 16 hour bus ride and I hadnt slept a wink in over 40 hours....she then led me to my bed and We kissed a bit more.... sweatdrop ...Then she left me in dream land as I fell comfortably asleep....

The Next day was great as well we went grocery shopping and did some other thing....Throughout the week I visited a lot of historical places and nice places to shop played mini golf for the first time and road go carts and did all kinds of things....It was truely a blast.....It was the best time of my life......At night we would do little things like sit and talk or lay out side and look up at the stars.....or just watch TV....every moment was amazing with her.....Utterly amazing.....No matter what we were doing.....during the last few days I was suprised with a birthday party.....which honestly...made me speechless and for those who know me this is a hard thing to accomplish....I just felt so at ease around them.....and so at home...more so than I do in my own home....

Departure from Heaven.... crying
The day I had to leave I felt a huge stress in me like each second was ticking away my every heart beat and life...it hurt so badly as each second went on.....and it drew closer to the time I had to leave.Then the hour was at hand......We drove to the bus station....and we both cried....Now making me cry is something only she has done......It is impossible to make me cry....well unless your Jess....then its still kinda hard but shes the only one who can do so....We ended sitting on the trunk of her moms car out in the cold looking at the stars hoping the bus would never show up.....then...it came...I felt her grip onto me tightly one last time......then I opened the trunk and got my things out.....I was the only one who was getting on the bus...and no one was getting off....I feel that that is because once you go to Summerville you feel like its the best place in the world....cause it has the best people in the world.And as I got on the bus I looked back for her and couldnt see her.....I felt my heart break........and rip......and shatter.....and each piece broke again....As each inch I got away from her it took everything in me to get back home........at every stop I was ready to get off the bus and walk back to her......at every little break...........It hurt so badly to leave....I miss her so badly now...

In June I am going to be with her and Im happy now its all planned so everything is cricket...And this thing has gone on for far too long so well.....Im going to end it...peace and love heart