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My Mom's getting married tomorrow morning! biggrin I'm one of her bridesmaids, and it's the night before her wedding. I haven't been able to fall asleep yet tonight because I'm so excited and nervous about being in a wedding. sad

I'm so nervous! Especially about my long, unruly, messy hair. gonk I'm going to try and curl it tomorrow (it's naturally straight), but my hair doesn't hold curl very well. So, I literally brought a whole bag full of different kinds of hairsprays, gel, etc. in hopes that something I use will actually make my hair hold the curls for a few hours (long enough to last through the wedding, the pictures, and the reception, I hope!)

I'm also really nervous about being photographed. crying gonk crying gonk I'm afraid of being photographed because I nearly always look awful in pictures ... *weeps* ... the butterflies in my stomach are puking ... lol

I'm also worried that I might trip on the hem of my dress (it's long) or on my heels. I'm worried that I'll look bad or have a bad hair day or something, or that I'll giggle during the ceremony if I get nervous, or that I'll cry alot during the wedding. What if my mascara melts down all over my face? gonk I'm praying and praying that at least just until the end of the wedding reception after the ceremony, that just until then at least that I'll have a good day - that I won't look bad or do anything embarassing or silly. I want my Mom to be glad that she chose to ask me to be one of her bridesmaids, and I want her to have a great wedding! biggrin

I'm trying to think positive, to believe that all will go well, that I'll be fine and that Mom's wedding will be great.