well, to my friends who i can call, you already know this, but april 11th sucked. Pj's an idiot and apparently, i'm a conceded b*tch. I cried during 2nd hour, ranted most of the day, walked home in the watery slush, and was mocked. My dad yelled at me since i brought my grades up from a few d's to all c's, but i lost all of my b's except for gym. i feel like everytime i let someone in, they stab me in the back or i never talk to them again. I'm afraid of friendship, and i'm afraid of people.
i don't think i've ever felt so emo.... emo
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maybe if i put the socket wrench and fuse it with a 200 jump start and 600 volts with a protoplasm of the canus maximus and the sulfic acid contained inside a ribosome, mixed with some nucleatuc amenticed dinueculotides....... yes yes.... i see..... so the meaning of life is....... OH LOOK!!! A CHAIR!!!
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I'm just a figment of your imagination, I'm not really here.
With that aside, I love you Jimbob. We are so much alike, and I know where you are at with the whole, 'I'm afraid of friendship, and I'm afraid of people' thing. We are all afraid of friendship because that means someday we are going to loose them and when you are close to them, it hurts even more. You probably aren't going to read this for a while, but when you do, I hope God, yes I said that, has you see it when you do for a reason. Remember this, for me: I would give up PJ in the blink of an eye for your friendship. That's how important you are to me. And even if it's not allowed, I will alway <3 you as one of my best friends.
Love,
Hilz