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i must clean! the thing about me being so damn upset is that i make plans to over come it so tomorrow AM im going to the gym w/a few friends who go regularly im gonna be part of the going all the time and to make sure of it shes picking me up to take me so i dont back out. then in the early afternoon another friend is coming over to hang out which is why i must clean and then later in the same day im going back to the gym to attend my kick boxing class. the worse i feel the harder i push myself i dont know why i just know that its what i do all that does is make me sick
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