Well I hadn't had a nightmare in a while and yesterday night I had one, I am cutting on the mexican candy after midnight stare anyways I had a bad nightmare and I wasn't afraid of it much until I saw everyone's reactions towards it, I dreamed I was going to die at my 18th b-day and that oodly I was born not healthy and nearly dead even though I was a 9 month newborn, doctors said that they did a surgery on me when I was a baby and placed a White Tigers heart on me (why I don't know but they did) so I survived but when I was going to turn 18 it was the time when my life was going to end as it was following the felines life, I started to feel weak and nearly dead by the week before my 18th b-day, I was normal, I wasn't scare to die but everyone else, my parents, friends, family, they all were sad and asking the doctors what could they do to save me, I got so sad to see them like that, it hurted me more than trying to stand up on my own while nearly fainting, I told my mom not to cry, when the doctor came in and told my mom that in order to restore me, another surgery would be needed from awhite tiger once again, not a human heart but a tiger heart and it would be the only chance for me to keep alive, I didn't want a tiger to die just because of me so I askhe doctor and my parents not to do it, that it's okay if I died, I mean I would had prroblably just bother them, my mom started to cry even more, I myself started to cry for all the pain I was causing them, I woke up after that crying my cheeks were all soaked in tears.
~Those I want to say, I'm not scare to die but scare of the pain I could bring if I did~
 ~Anetta Watanabe~ · Mon Mar 05, 2007 @ 04:43pm · 3 Comments |
