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Random Crap
This is my rant that I never sent
Because I reread things and don’t want to be a b***h
Well guess what? I’m mad as ******** so I’m gonna be a b***h and put it her
So deal with it
It’s my time to let out my rage


Its amazing how this works
At one moment someone’s pissed off at you and at another you wanna stab that person and everyone around them with a battle-axe
I’ve never been this pissed off at someone this much since my mother
It’s pretty damn sad
I had a conversation with one of the friends of the person I’m mad at and she didn’t help him or herself
She said all the wrong things to me
I can’t curse someone out online
I can’t express my anger right with text
I can express it with me screaming words and slicing their ******** necks
I’m not even gonna try to tell her why I hate her right now
Fight?
Fight my a**
I’m not gonna give up on a relationship easy like you ******** skipping from person to person like their colored pencils
I tried! I stayed ******** calm through I lot of s**t and you know what?
I’ve ******** had it
You had your time of rage now I’m having mine!
I didn’t do a goddamn thing to anyone
Respect?
You have to earn respect you assholes!
And yelling at me will not earn you ******** respect!
I’m not listening to you…that’s why you’re yelling at me?
******** you!
I don’t have to listen to you
Your ******** meditation didn’t work!
Does it look like it’s working!
I’m ******** madder then I;ve ever been
I’ve been crying my eyes out until they bleed
I’ve been throwing up blood!
Yea that so help me you a*****e!
But no that’s not why I’m not talking to you
I’m not talking to you because you’re an inconsiderate p***k that caused me more pain then pleasure
I’ve crying over you too ******** much
Go with your b***h
I don’t care!
I’m just like her and it kills me
I hate her!
I want her dead!
But I’m just ******** like her!
You treat her and me the ******** same yet you ******** skipped over me!
Screw you, I’m done with you
Emo child?
Whatever, I might be I don’t care
I’ll slit my wrist just out spite for you
Send you a picture if you want
Carving ******** you into my arm
Would that make you happy?
What will ******** make you happy?
Me playing dead
Me saying sorry
Me doing everything you say
Me showing no emotion
Well fine!
I’ll be a ******** robot
Just for you, you a*****e!
I’m not your robotic b***h!
So go ******** yours!
The one that treated you like crap and lied to you over things that weren’t ******** for her own good!
You yell at me because I lied about things about my own ******** body I can do whatever I want with my own ******** body
If I wanna take drugs I can take ******** drug
If I wanna cut I can ******** cut!
I told you I would have a hard time!
I ******** told you that I still might do it
Yet you make me promise that I won’t!
Did you not just hear what I said!
I’ll do it again
You just ******** made me make a promise I couldn’t keep at the time!
Bull
This is utter bull
I don’t care anymore
I needed you
You helped me through hard times
I was waiting I was sitting I was right ******** there when you were in a bad mood
I asked you!
I ASKED YOU!
What do you want me to do?
Do you need my help?
You said no it’s fine
I sat there some more
How ******** long do you want me to sit
I was there!
I was there for so ******** long!
I was tired I went to bed
Then you yell at me the next day saying I wasn’t there for you!
Bullshit!
I was there you a*****e!
You just didn’t need me!
So shut the ******** up!
You don’t need me
I can’t help you
Or maybe I can but I don’t want it
O you were going through some problems
O nos
I KNOW YOU WERE!!!
That’s why I asked if you wanted any help but NOOOOOO you don’t take it
******** you
This is bullshit
You have no right to yell at me because you’re an a*****e!
Then what happens I sit there as you yell because I don’t want to yell at you
I love you
I don’t want to say anything mean
So I didn’t
Then you crossed the line and I snipped and you yell at me somemore
I try to say sorry but I can’t say sorry I have to make up for everything I’ve done and then say sorry
I DIDN’T DO ANYTHING WRONG!!!
I was there!
Sure I didn’t listen!
Sure!
What the ******** ever!
You’re just like my goddamn mother demanding respect when she deserves none
Blaming me for her problems
You’re just like Ace
Yelling at me calling me a b***h when I didn’t do anything wrong
Fine
I’m sorry
Can we please be friends again?
Okay sure
THEN YOU GO TO MY EVIL ******** TWIN YOU a*****e!!!
Its back
No
NO!!
******** her!
She’s just like me yet you treated me like this and give her…….
I said you treated us the same
And for the most part you do
The same smiles and same words and same loveing actions but not the same anger
******** your anger
I’m not taking it anymore
I’ve throw up over you too many ******** times
This is the last
You yell at me because of my boyfriend
SHUT THE ******** UP!
He’s my boyfriend not ******** yours!
So why does it matter!
Telling me that I treat you and him differently and that’s bad….well guess what?
You’re doing the same ******** thing!
BUT I DON’T!
If he insults you, I don’t allow it!
If you insult him I don’t allow it so shut up!
You’re not my boyfriend I don’t have to treat you like I treat him
I don’t need this stress
you were gonna do the same ******** thing to me
I already feel like crap
I’m not gonna pull the
“my life sucks” card
But just put that in there okay?
I’m not going on MSN anymore
I’m not talking to any of you
I don’t care what you say
I don’t care what happens!
Leave me alone and go to hell

Jellyfish that you pricks!
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Ringmaster Konnra
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commentCommented on: Wed Jun 20, 2007 @ 10:02pm
Grr, this is really old
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commentCommented on: Mon Jun 23, 2008 @ 02:45am
DAYUM.
YES.
YOU WERE MAD.
stressed I could feel your anger seeping out the text.
I'll be sure to never mess with you.



Snort Like A Pig
Community Member
Ringmaster Konnra
Community Member
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commentCommented on: Mon Jun 23, 2008 @ 04:21pm
Ha, yeah
But I would never get mad at you that way
You're not a horrible person
I can tell
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commentCommented on: Thu Aug 14, 2008 @ 01:54am
i couldent read it all
to much rage
and anger
and a hin of beef D':
and swearing

you must be pissed! O:



Millird
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