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For starters..I broke up with Keith.
Now this will make sense:
I have a hero.
Who happens to be my best friend.
Yeah.
His name is Keith Janis.
You wanna know why he's my hero?
Because he is my bestest friend in the whole wide world.
And he understands.
Even when he's upset he can still smile and laugh like nothing is wrong..
And all I can ever do is cry.
I know what your saying.
Heather...what..she cries?
HEATHER HAS AN EMOTION BESIDES HATE!! OMG!
I do.
Keith brought it out in me.
Before I met Keith I thought crying was just showing someone your vonurable.
But he showed me that its okay to be upset and cry.
You shouldn't bottle up your emotions just because your afraid to be vonurable.
Yes..Keith made me cry.
But it was my fault because I broke up with him so that he could be happy and me be miserable.
As long as he is happy.
He is my hero because:
When I am weak, he is strong.
When I need a shoulder to cry on, his is vacant.
When I need someone to talk to, he answers the phone.
When I need someone in general, he rushes right over just to comfort me.
He is my rock, even though he is unstable himself.
He is my Keith, even if hes with another girl.
He is my best friend, even if we stop talking for a while.

And even though we broke up.
I still love the hell out of him.
And no one can tell me I don't.
If I broke up with him so he could be happy..and me miserable.
Then thats love.

I love Mr. Keith Janis.
Even if some day he stops loving me.