Therapist
Hearing peoples problems all day long, it just becomes more depressing to me and making my life worse by hearing it. Just adding to the series of problems I already have. It wont make me feel better but it will help the people that talk to me. I am a garbage disposal of all peoples downing thoughts endlessly making my life more miserable while making theirs better. The better the people feel the worse I do, hearing all of the problems people around the world have each and everyday. One commiting suicide the other ODing on sleeping pills. And I'm okay with that. All interesting stories in which I am willing to hear just to make someone feel better about themselves. Its the price I have to pay for doing nothing to the world but the world caving in on me. I hear others' stories but I still feel empty inside. No feeling of anything, or anyone. Not knowing what tomorrow brings or what yesterday had brung. I have a hatred life. I am emo, so be it..
(this was just a moment i had to bring upon myself. dont ask.)
