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So it’s completely true what my parents said. I’m not in school and now it’s like I’m some vague memory. I don’t know what to think. I don’t like it. I know that. I guess it’s my fault. I just figured, you know, I wouldn’t be just forgotten. I mean, Ashi still’s in the group. Maybe it’s just me.
That aside, to those in real life, no. I don’t want to talk to you anymore. I see that the previous desire to talk was from my side and ignored on yours. Now you can know a little of what I’ve been feeling. I’ve been spending the past weeks completely alone. I stayed in my room, twiddling away the hours of the day doing nothing but staring at the screen. Of course you have lives, school, friends. I don’t suppose you understand.
Then there are my internet friends. The only people who really keep me anywhere near sane. To those people, you have my thanks. However I believe for my own sake of mind I shall cut the ties. At least for now. I just want to be alone for a while, to think.
I have so little time I could devote anymore. Whatever time is open seems to be always replaced, no matter what. Indeed. You’ve all really forgotten me, haven’t you? That being said I believe then it best if we all just forget everything. Farewell.
Dreadfully living in pain
~Shadow of Fire
‘I want my wrists to cry blood, but I’m too scared it won’t stop.’
P.S. You people are welcome to try and prove me wrong.
 elegantdemonofpoop · Fri Feb 02, 2007 @ 07:24pm · 7 Comments |
