Dear Journal,
Today is Monday. Maybe it's because it's
Monday you may say? I'm not too sure about that but
I'm becomming depressed again. Something that feels so bad.
There is so much on my back no wonder it's starting to hurt.
My brothers, my school, my social health, and mental, health, my physical
health. It's all bad. I can't open my eyes and when I do, I see daydreams
that won't go away. Things that won't be comming true anytime soon and
that hurts me more. I hunger for moments, feelings, and scents in my
childhood that I cannot find in this day. I feel like our world is turning
into Farenheit* 451. I want so desperatly just to close the windows, draw
the shades, get into bed, under the covers, and stay there for days.
I want to be physically sick so I can't get out of bed. I want to
go nowhere. I just want darkness to consume me. Darkness is a major
comfort when you don't want anyone but the darkness to see you cry.
When you want no one but darkness to hold you. The only places I can
turn with people who keep me truly sane, are so far away. 3 years
of being bed ridden. 3 years of darkness. What I truly look forward to
at this moment.
~Out
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I am a maritime girl.
If I could breathe in the ocean, it's where I'd live.
I adore the waves that wash over me and the
storms that gather out at sea.
If I could breathe in the ocean, it's where I'd live.
I adore the waves that wash over me and the
storms that gather out at sea.
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