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I am so sick of this crap.

I don't like putting up with others just to hangout with my friends. One of my bestest friends.

And I can't stand how you just try to get your damn point across, and then they mock you and treat you like you're f*ckin five and not take you seriously and manage to piss you off even MORE.

But what's even worse is- One of them lied.
It's either the chick I hate. Or the guy I completely trusted.
I don't know who to believe, actually.

But then, a few minutes later, what do I find?

Another PM.

Which says she supposedly read my journal entry, and said she was sorry.

She was sorry AFTER she read my journal entry.

Like I'm pitiful or something!

And whether I have a sh*tty life or not! She has no God damn right to treat me however the f*ck she wants and THEN only be sorry when she feels bad for everythnig ELSE I go through!

GOD! scream

First!:
Well, according to *BEEP* you thought I was picking on you.
And I don't really care your oppinion of me, I just would like it if you wouls stop treating *BEEP* like this.
You being unfair.
Silly girl.
Get over yourself already.^^
I'm done here.
Goodnight

Perhaps you'll lern to think better of people you don't know anything about.
I don't have an ego obviousely...if I did...I would'nt have appologized.
You should think about things befor you just jot down the first thing that comes to your head. YOU, "human being" also have a rather large ego. Otherwise you would'nt be so defensive. ^^ And...I am here for him. I've been here for him...for two happy years. Where were you again? uh huh......O_o
Thankyou. Your really funny when your mad^^ You see...I feed off of anger. It makes me happy.^^ Especially when triggered by "people" like you. I could care less about you....I know I promised to ignore you and just be nice, but....in this world, you have to earn repsect to recieve. You...sweet little darling, poor little creatures like you are not even worth it. Anger I have. Stored from years of abuse. I'm more than happy to take it out on people like you. Your disgusting.

And AFTERWARDS!:

Truth be told, when I first saw you commenting, I hoped we could be friends.
I realize, this was all a misunderstanding. I though you were mad I commented on a persons profile. Wich is why I said nothing was a big deal. *BEEP* clearified and told me that you were actually mad at me for saying I thought you might have liked him. I feel so stupid. I read your journal entree.
God..I'm sorry. I'm such a b***h. Please forgive me. I can be very hard headed at times..but it does come in handy when backing up a friend I care about. I am pathetic after all. I have judged you. I'm sorry. I REALLY am sorry. I am a pridefull person. You were right. Just seeing someone write it though, kinda hurt. BUt You were wrong about The way I treat *BEEP*. I've treated him with nothing but kindness and love as he deserves. I'm sorry everything has gnoe so cruely for you. I'll leave you alone. I promise. Please, if you really are here for *BEEP* like you claimed, can't you at least stay his friend? He cares about you. It's my fault. No one elses....he's gonna kill me for saying that again.
lolz But it's true. You know it..and I know it.
If your going to reply to this, I already feel terrible...please go easy on me.^^
I hope this wound I've made can heal. I'de like to see your good side and mabe be your friend one day.^^

OMFG! THAT PISSES ME OFF!

She says all THAT. Then changed her mind, when she finds out something about ME. That just being a flat out, no good, b*tchy dipsh*t!

UGH!!! scream