The last 2 day have been a rollercoaster for me I' happy one minute but sad the next well today was a day where Iwas happy all day. I guess its the people I'm surrounding myself with that are makign today so good. I' very happy with the way things are going and to those of you that are making things that way thank you. for the first timeine along time I feel protected and loved and truely happy but I've felt that way before about other people and that didn't exactly work out to well. I love feelinglike thiseven though its not for very long at a time. I'm glad I ahve someone I can trust with me making me happy and despite all the drama I love this person and all the others that are making me so happy. I am determined to keep this feeling and not make myselfsad like I normally do I ma determined to live a happier life like other people I just hope that someone can help me with that. I am traped ina spiral of emotion that doesn't seem to end soon. I have many paths to chose from I just hope that I can find the right one. I know I love the personthat is making me feel this happy and for now thats all I need to know. They are my best friend and I love them to death.
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