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Smiling at me
Is a new dream
Full of hope, light, and you
Surely this can't be
A dream come and gone
But a dream that slowly is fufilled
By being with you
By hearing your voice
By seeing you smile back at me

A voice so deep
But composed into poetry
One so cruel
Has one person one'll die for
One so filled in pain
Manages to force a smile upon ones face
One so angry
Will whisper sweet nothings into your ear when you are sad
One who stops caring
Would give up everything to hear that you are okay

I reach despite your apathy
I'll ask you if you are okay
Even if you don't want me here
I'll empathize
Even though you don't think I know what youre going through
I'll be here for you
Even though you don't care

Dreams have drifted along my thoughts,
Filling my head with transparent illusions,
One's so close but barely out of reach,
Impossible to think of but real to closed eyes,
Real to peace at last and quiet once again,
One's so far that they are as faint as a car in a heavy fog,
Those dreams are more seen than any,
The pain of not being close to a true dream,
...Hurts.
Knowing that you will have to settle for less,
...Hurts..more

My heart,
My everything,
The reason I smile out of the blue,
The reason why my heart doubles in its beat,
When you say those three words,
The reason why I'm so happy,
The reason why I look forward to so many things,
The reason why my heart is whole,
The reason why..I'm in love

Words don't do justice to the feel about you,
Words can't explain why I feel this way,
Words can't explain the feeling I get when you say,
That you have had a good day,
Words can't explain why my face lights up,
When I hear you laugh,
Words..They just aren't enough to explain ,
How I feel for you

I love you because you make me laugh,
I love you because you make me smile,
I love you because this cool sensation,
I love you because when I'm in a bad mood,
All I need is to hear your voice to smile again,
I love you because you will always care,
I love you because you give me this feeling,
That I couldn't feel with anyone else.
I. Love. You.

A kind illusion..
Sweeping through my reality.
Taking over, slowly,
Making horrid nightmares,
Into sweet memories,
Turning tears of sorrow,
Into tears of joy,
Turning a lifeless body,
Into a person full of life,
The kindest illusion..

A push
A great jolt of energy that pushed me over
A rage in which took over
The tears that brought me back to life
And my eyes looking back at all that was behind me
My fingers reaching for the past
As I keep falling after the push
I'm farther and farther from it all
Why couldn't I be pulled back instead?

Where was a mirror when I needed one?
Slowly I forgot what I looked like.
Until no one recognized me and I was a new person
Where was my refelection when I was changing?
Why was I changing at all?
I'm a new person now
The reflection is ugly and full of faults.
I had once been fair
But now hideous
But peopole can always change..

I didn't write this one. Found it in a pm
When I run away from you...
- I want you to follow me

When I pout my lips...
- I want you to kiss me

When I kick you...
- I want you to put your arms around me

When I call you crazy...
- I'm flirting with you

When I am silent...
- I'm thinking about you

When I ignore you...
- I want you more than ever

When I pull away...
- I want you to pull back

When you see me at my worst...
- I'm missing you

When I scream at you...
- It's because I icon_heart.gif you

When you see me walking alone...
- I want you to come walk with me

If I don't call you...
- It means that I'm waiting for you to call me

When I am scared...
- I want you to hold me close

When I look like something's the matter...
- I want you to love me even more

When I hold your hands...
- I want you to play with my fingers

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