Agreement is someone else’s word, a definition alienated long ago. The perfect Gemini, he feels himself as two. An entity fighting his other self constantly, the endless battle for settlement. Shifting like the tides with the moon, feeling the loss of sanity. Learning to hate his other being. Concealing himself, the other self. Who are you? Definition is a complicated beast. He thinks the deepest thoughts of all, sitting alone. Crying inside as another blow is struck, the tears are intangible. Does he feel? Does he feel it when they hit him with their words? Or does he ignore it, hoping you never lose your balance. He is a liar, lying to himself. Hiding his cowardice up with faith in pacifism. He has felt the meaning violence. He has bled for love. Love is pain, no other way is there to see such a blood spattered picture. The other burns for control, wanting violence to be wrought by violence. Lash out against them. make them feel what you have felt. Make them cry as you have. Leave them in the street sore and weak as you were. Why do you let it happen? He is a coward, fists unable to clench. He flinches through scars, he is frail of mind. All his pride rusted with time.
Who do they see when they look at us? He asks himself a useless question. They can’t see through the skin, through the mind, through the soul. Who do they know, who am I supposed to be? Suffer for his sins, he lives therefore he suffers. Happiness is something he thinks he can have. Fake a smile while they’re looking, fake it for the crowd. Act your part as though there is no actor underneath the shell of his character. Two sides to every coin, he embraces this as life. He cannot constantly be one. He loses himself in the deep waters of emotion. Falling back into the embrace of his other, hoping it will save him. It has never made it better, only worse, so much worse. Is such a life worth living? Constantly flipping into sides that will never agree. But agreement is alienated… He forgets again…
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A tear is shed for the pimp I could be...
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other than that... *well written with lots of depth!* ^.^ ... slightly depressing though...