i don;t want this anymore. i should know better. these sort of things in my life always go wrong. i do not..ever...want to be in love again. if love is somthing that always includes these things. then ******** it, im done.the reason for my rant today is "possibilities"
things i thought were eather "good" or "possible":
1: that all was good. stable and safe.
2: no worries about what one might be doing or not doing. or who doing
3: that life coudlnt possibly get any worst..not since last time.
4:that i could focuse and pass my test.
5: i could get a job and have my classes
6: make new firends sicne i have none
7:to be able to go see him, or for him to come see me.
8: to beleave in love, but remeber that i don't.
9: that yes, i will stop hurting myself( hayeah, right)
10: that the mistakes i made will disapear. and no new ones will apear.
lookit that. everyone has gone batshit for me.
-claps once-
im sick of this play. im sick of the phony little cheracters.
i'm sick of this game called life!
 Never Ask Dante · Tue Dec 05, 2006 @ 02:39pm · 1 Comments |
