i have desided that almost nothing seems to be real anymore. Its odd ... I laugh but its not there i smile but only to make others feel comfortable. Really its like i'm lost and nothing really seems to reasure me that I really have any purpose. Is that understandable that i know i am here but there seems to be a lack of passion in my mind and body to a point of where some one said hi to me in the hall and i just pushed passed them as if they were nothing. Usually i would say hi turn around start a mild coversation and run into class just before the bell... so its od and weird and queer but as long as no one can tell then there is no reason to try to fix what isn't broken?
 Twilight Of The Dawn · Tue Nov 28, 2006 @ 03:17am · 1 Comments |
