ughhh stupid ~nicynice~/sister....all i have to say she's a ******** monster and i wish she could die and got to hell already...she's a ******** stuck up b***h that cant control herself........i know what you probably thinking...."ok?"
She turns off my computer twice...throws the stuff in my bookbag out...then acts like a baffoon....punches the back of my seat in the bus....and then picks a fight with me. she completely dosen't have a life. geez.on top of that she tends to bother my other sister because according to her is a complete disgust...she sucks up to the oldest...which is our "sister".
I swear she got adopted from HELL!!! i cant stand her...if i saw her jump off a window to her demise i would start laughing...the minute she leaves my life i'll be happy, and i bet so would most of the others. My other sister probably kills jeimi over and over inside her head. i wish she could just DIE!! D<
My mom pisses me off....we no longer "like eachother" it's more of a hate...she dosen't care about me...she even told me that she would be happy in 7 years...when we all leave her alone and she goes and lives in the country in which she was born. Not only that but she just dosen't SHUT UP!!!!!! >.> I try to ignore her but that dosen't work..so whatever..i'll just keep talking back.
My oldest sister is almost gonna leave..when she does i'll be happier. She acts like she's our mom...she's not even our real sister....she's our step-sister..she's become a pain.
My love life is so freaking confusing. i told Anty a lie...((yes i lied)) i told her i liked someone...but as matter of fact...i dont even know anymore.
May is leaving...i dont want her to leave ....she's one of my best friends..the idiots are breaking up...and there's nothing i can do.
School is the only place in which i can escape the house and everything..i act so happy but i'm just trying to bottle up everything inside me. Not to worry i'm not stupid enough to commit suicide...i know other have worst cases.
The only thing good in my life are my friends...and some of my family....when i go to school...is like i'm runing away from all of my problems.
Last night i cried myself to sleep..never have done that...but for now...i'll just keep with my fake smile. =)
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My mom is really bad too. It’s been like that for a while. She says right in front of my face, “Your brother is better than you. We love him more.” Does she think I actually give a s**t? She never appreciates what I do, and she complains about me not doing chores. She’s the one that won’t LET me do any chores. What a ********.
If you don’t like anyone, that’s fine. I don’t like anyone either. It’s GOOD being single, even if you don’t get that warm feeling. It’s actually better in a few, you won’t be heartbroken. But if you DO like someone, then we’ll help you. =)
About me leaving…I can’t do anything about it either. gonk
Well. Good thing you’re not stupid enough to commit suicide. I was once suicidal too. =O That’s was last year though. I might not love life, but after all, you only live once.
Crying myself to sleep? Happened soooo many times. Most of the times it was for stupid reasons, once was when Tong left. I don’t even know WHY I cried so much. Now it feels like he doesn’t exist. There’s nothing around me to remind me that he’s alive. I don’t really care.
But anyhoo, cheer up.
PS: Nice monkey.