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Well......I lost my best friend. Or so it seems.....I'm sure she'll say other wise but will continue on the same damn path. I'm fine with her choosing a guy over me I suppose.....not really but thats her choice but the fact I'm no longer told ANYTHING and the fact that my advice is never taken it's just......her boyfriend is a c**t and she refuses to do a damn thing about it. So she refuses to stand up for me even though I stand up for her all of the time. So basically, yea. I've lost my last friend. That's what her boyfried wanted and that's what he got. >:[ So ********. I'm sure I can make new friends in college two ******** years from now. But I suppose I'm much better suited to being alone ~ Just me and my books and pencils.


She said live young and leave a wake of beauty.
That's all I ever could have asked,
Should have asked from you.
And I won't forget to write you,
When I get there soon.
'Cause you'll be lying dead
From stab wounds to the neck and chest again.

They found you covered up in blood,
Covered head to toe in blood.
Face first in a tale of awkward love.
They found you covered up in blood,
She's bleeding, she's bleeding.

Gone with the stitching in her heart.
Left out a silhouette that just won't
Heal and dying in your arms tonight.

This dream, we die.
Locked away,
With this blood and this knife.
This dream, we die.
Locked away,
With this blood and this knife.

I know it's all just a bad dream now.

So now midnight's here.
You're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream.
And I can't seem to...
Wake up from this.

Midnight's here.
You're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream.
And I can't seem to...
Wake up from this.

In my dreams, we die.
With this blood and this knife.
In my dreams, we die.
With this blood and this knife now.

I know it's all just a bad dream now.
(I know it's all just a bad dream now.)
It's all just a bad dream now.
(I know it's all just a bad dream now.)
It's all just a bad dream now.
(I know it's all just a bad dream now.)
I say...

This is the last time,
That I'll ever get to see your face alive.
They found you covered up in blood,
Covered head to toe in blood.
And I know that every day's a new day.
And my dreams will never die.
They found you covered up in blood,
Covered head to toe in blood.

She said live young and leave a wake of beauty.
That's all I ever could have asked,
Should have asked from you.
And I won't forget to write you,
When I get there soon.
'Cause you'll be lying dead from dreaming (nightmares).

So now midnight's here.
You're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream.
And I can't seem to...
Wake up from this.

Midnight's here.
You're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream.
And I can't seem to...
Wake up from this.

Midnight's here.
You're all alone.
They use this fear.
It's all just a bad dream.
And I can't seem to...
Wake up from this nightmare.