I feel violated mentally
;~;
I'm overwhelmed with stress
But I will not give in!
*cramps at her side and falls over*
Ugh... I stand corrected
x.x;;
Meh...
My shoulders ache
My arms ache
My head aches
My side aches...
My ovaries ache....
What next?
Wrisit?
emo
hehe, just kidding
< <;;
Goddamn I was asked a weird question
It was scarrier then hearing the rumor about me and this guy!
D:
I'm serious, lol
I felt cornered...
like a trapped rat....
I may be taken
and I may have crushes on people
who probably dont like me in that way
....
at all
But I'm not disloyal...
I'm just in deep selfish denial
.....
Yup
good ol' denial just lays down more stress
<3
That question still terrifies me....
person: "Do you like insert name of guy standing next to me?"
me: "What?" giving crazy look of why the hell would you ask that here
person: Like like?
me: "No!" denial
@.@
....
I wanna watch pokemon
....
o.o;
I bought the 8th movie...
a week ago...
and I still didnt watch it!
D:
I just wanna have a marathon of pokemon though
;~;
...
I also wanna know how many people
actually read what I have to say
Besides Wing....
because frankly....
I dont think anyone talks to me for me
as usual as they did before
It could just be me overracting...
but....
you never know
I also feel a little hated...
once again
it could be school on peoples backs
or something else thats important to them
that I dont know about....
or some other s**t
so....
it could also just be me
freaking out from pressure
*nodnod*
So, I would like to end this with saying
I'm sorry this journal aint good enough for you
and I'm sorry I'm not good enough for living
[[ except to maybe one person in the WHOLE universe ]]
But, I hope you dont hate me for me
And I hope its just a stress factor that I dont know
...
I love my friends
I would die for them
Especcially my best friends
<3
;~;
I'm overwhelmed with stress
But I will not give in!
*cramps at her side and falls over*
Ugh... I stand corrected
x.x;;
Meh...
My shoulders ache
My arms ache
My head aches
My side aches...
My ovaries ache....
What next?
Wrisit?
emo
hehe, just kidding
< <;;
Goddamn I was asked a weird question
It was scarrier then hearing the rumor about me and this guy!
D:
I'm serious, lol
I felt cornered...
like a trapped rat....
I may be taken
and I may have crushes on people
who probably dont like me in that way
....
at all
But I'm not disloyal...
I'm just in deep selfish denial
.....
Yup
good ol' denial just lays down more stress
<3
That question still terrifies me....
person: "Do you like insert name of guy standing next to me?"
me: "What?" giving crazy look of why the hell would you ask that here
person: Like like?
me: "No!" denial
@.@
....
I wanna watch pokemon
....
o.o;
I bought the 8th movie...
a week ago...
and I still didnt watch it!
D:
I just wanna have a marathon of pokemon though
;~;
...
I also wanna know how many people
actually read what I have to say
Besides Wing....
because frankly....
I dont think anyone talks to me for me
as usual as they did before
It could just be me overracting...
but....
you never know
I also feel a little hated...
once again
it could be school on peoples backs
or something else thats important to them
that I dont know about....
or some other s**t
so....
it could also just be me
freaking out from pressure
*nodnod*
So, I would like to end this with saying
I'm sorry this journal aint good enough for you
and I'm sorry I'm not good enough for living
[[ except to maybe one person in the WHOLE universe ]]
But, I hope you dont hate me for me
And I hope its just a stress factor that I dont know
...
I love my friends
I would die for them
Especcially my best friends
<3
